Friday, December 26, 2008

Off to Singapore

Hey everyone! I will be off to Singapore just a while more.. like 8 hours from now.. Shout out loud..(SOL)...heh.. Will definitely missed celebrating this new year in church.. where we hear about testimony from others of how God has been good to them despite... ... ... Before this, it occured in my mind that i would like to share about how God has been so so good to me during this year watchnight service.. but now that i will be away to Singapore, so maybe i should just share this in this post..



1stly, Thank God for His faithfulness- Was very much lacked in spending time with God this year.. service likewise, and fellowship with church members has been distant.. hasn't been evangelistic as well.. Basically, ineffective! Despite that, God has been faithful in keeping with His promised. You never let go..



2ndly, Praise God for His goodness- God has been good to me in giving this profession that i am in.. Badminton has always been my passion. And He provided for my needs by leading me into this..



3rdly, And lastly to friends who have impacted me in a way or another in my life journey with God.. - This people are like messengers send from above into your life. They share with you their experiences as brothers and sisters who have been through in life more than me.. It's amazing what WORDS can do to you.. It can either built you up or bring you down..



Now i have more stability. But still there's a lot more room for improvement in spiritual life. To get back to where i used to be and more. I want more than this.


I hope year 2009 will be a better year for me in every aspect. Same goes with all of us in SaGc. Till then, blessed new year sagc'ians folks and c u guys next week!


And hopefully will get some nice pics to be posted up soon during our(Isaac, Darren, me) time there.




Shalom~



Saturday, December 20, 2008

1 John 4:712

L-LOVE
O-OTHERS
V-VERY
E-EXTRAVAGANTLY
L O V E

7Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 8Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son[b] into the world that we might live through him. 10This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for[c] our sins. 11Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.




If we claimed that we love Him then... we must love our neighbours.. especially those who belong to the family of God.






Hiding at a corner



emo

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Another Sunday that have passed and i am reminded again of God's love towards me. His faithfullness. Pretty much sums up what i've been thinking through as i look back at year 2008 that is coming to an end. Going through rough moments and finding what is my 1st priority in life. During those trial moments was absolutely a real test. So many things to distract me away from what i've been called to be and do. The things of this world. In the midst of all those uncertainties and worldly values that start to creeps in little by little adds to a real confused me.
Inspite of that, i can really testify that God's love and faithfulness never cease to keep coming back. Amazing! Praise God! Great is His faithfulness! God uses people like u and me to help those who are weak. I believe that what i've gone through will also make me a stronger believer in Him.


This morning Uncle Aaron Lai asked us to respond out of love for Him who have loved us so so much. I have to say it actually troubled me. In saying so, i also realise that i have to because of what He has done for me. Therefore, i need to start rearrange the wood for the sacrifice. A menu guide for my spiritual fitness is needed. Hopefully i will pull through this week with much victory.




Only by His grace.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Praise Him

All the way my Savior leads me
He guides me along life hurdles
And makes me lie down in green pastures
My soul is at rest
My heart is alive again and i can hear Him again

He is the rock on which i stand
His promises never fails
He said, " I will never leave you nor forsake u"
His words are true
And i believe for sure

Though I've come far away from u and parted from your ways
Yet You never gave up on me
Your unfailing love reaches down like rain
And You brought me back to your arms again

I want to thank You Lord
For what You have been to me
I will sing praise to You all of my days
I will make joyful noise unto the Lord
And dance before Your presence

You have come to show us how to live
So let me be your hands and feet
To do the things that you do
Let everything that i am be all that You want me to be

Friday, December 5, 2008

What car to buy?

Toyota Unser
This would be an ideal choice as i can stuff in many people into my car and use it to serve others.
But there's always the 'mau gaya' mentality which Toyota Unser doesn't fit into the picture.
Big dilemma over here.




Nissan Sentra
The reason for this choise is because Nissan market value cars tend to drop more than Toyota and Honda. I don't really fancy this but who knows i might have to get this due to my financial constraints.


Honda City
Super cool car. Price a bit higher though.


Toyota Vios
Nice with the skirtings. Better body frame compared to Honda. Quite cool.

Cant afford to get a brand new one because planning to pay a huge downpayment so that i can reduce the interest. I am so desperate to get a car now.. which is not going to be so soon...Maybe by January or February.. I"ll wait. =(

I welcome suggestions..

Things that is toying in my mind

Do we separate the holy things of God and things that is not so holy?
Like for example doing church work, going to church every week, praying like a Christian, worship like a Christian, talk like a Christian when we are in front of believers and so on..

I think we are very much in danger of behaving like a Christian but have not really tasted God’s presence in our life. All I can is that our judgment of spirituality can be deceiving at times just because we are behaving the Christian way. We tend to restrict ourselves to places that we cannot go, from mixing with non believers too much and sorts.. Christianity is not a matter of rules and regulations but having the right mindset to deal with the things that we consider as sinful, ‘not so holy’.. To have a renewed mind and help those who are in need. Like the lady who was caught in adultery and the religious leaders asked Jesus for the lady to be stone. The religious leader thinks that it is a sin to be touching the lady who was caught in adultery but Jesus acted out of compassion for her. We know the story...

I like the passage which speaks about the sheep and goats in Matthew 25:31-46 because this is what we are called to do and what really matters to God. A helping hand to the needy. The hungry, the sick, the homeless, without clothes, poor, disabled.


Bible study, prayer meeting, sunday morning worship, and all these activities means nothing unless we start to display them.



Oh God, we pray that we will be your hands and feet..

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Praise Him

All the way my Savior leads me
He guides me along life hurdles
And makes me lie down in green pastures
My soul is at rest
My heart is alive again and i can hear Him again

He is the rock on which i stand
His promises never fails
He said, " I will never leave you nor forsake u"
His words are true
And i believe for sure

Though I've come far away from u and parted from your ways
Yet You never gave up on me
Your unfailing love reaches down like rain
And You brought me back to your arms again

I want to thank You Lord
For what You have been to me
I will sing praise to You all of my days
I will make joyful noise unto the Lord
And dance before Your presence

You have come to show us the way
So let me be your hands and feet
To do the things that you do
Let everything that i am be all that You want me to be

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

A real test of faith is when u start working.. Thanking God for brothers who is there to challenge and share from their life experiences.. The bible speaks so much about the love of money..U cannot serve both God and money.. If we have enough food and clothes to wear we should be satisfied..Godliness with contentment is great gain. A simple lifestyle, lets come back to the basics of life..

Harga Shuttlecock naik mendadak

Price of shuttlecock increased again!! A total shock, RM4!! For RSL and PROTECH. Before this it has already increased by rm2 and now another RM4. And that means more capital and receive more complains from customer.
A good trip.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

brief update2

Planet Badminton have shifted some of their goods in y'day and i was kinda trembled when i saw it. I was really anxious, uneasy about it. I wonder wad kinda impact it would have on my business. And the ironic part of it is that this competitor of mine is a KX(badminton branding name) salesman and supply to me goods before. He quit his company and to be where i am. Aargh.. And moreover he is sharing together with another AAPACS,PROACE salesman. And that means i wuldn't be able to get this few brands to sell, not sure with KX though. Haven't contact the KX boss. This market is a total mess up. Even dealers are supplying goods to friends so that they can make money out from it. There's one here in this area. And with this FAKE CHINA MADE YONEX RACQUETS being circulate around to the people to sell, it really does affect the sales of racquets among badminton dealers. DO NOT BUY FAKE BUY ORIGINAL!! And definitely the fake racquets are way much cheaper compared to the original ones, so does the quality of the racquet. What would this people say is that they got the FAKE YONEX badminton rackets from kastam(wad u call in ENG ah?)haha. Custom?? And this dealers are also actually being lied from someone dunno who..the one who circulate this rumours around. With people coming to believe that Yonex racquet is a good quality racquet they just buy it from this fake YONEX racquet sellers with the knowledge that they got it for really really cheap. KASTAM.. Even kids tried selling to me this sorta racquet for few hundred ringgit..lols...which u can get it for rm150 or lower from this fake racquet sellers. Obviously my price is cheaper. Even cheaper if it's at Indonesia.

It's been the 10th month since i've been in this business. So how does it feels like? I can tell u it is like staying in a prison. And i've learned that do not give out information to salesman easily because they can do all sort of things with it. And it work against you. Information is their way to make money. INFORMATION IS POWER.... Like what it is happening now to this former KX salesman who is having his shop in front of my place.



Phillipians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.


So comforting oh.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

brief update

It's been a month since e lst time i wrote anythin here. Simply bcoz have notin to wite about or jus bein busy wif my business. The One Sports is still havin some rearrangement to be made. Looking to squeeze every space that i have to put in my goods. Looks like it has been taking me months to do that. Oh what a procrasinator i am! And another bad news was that i will have another competitor that will be coming in, maybe by next week. And that really spurs me on to do better. Life has never been that tough ever. Spiritually esp. And that really indicates how much faith i have in Him. Busyness.. My heart has changed..I really do want to make a comeback but..i don't really know how. Life is certainly better with 2 or more walking alongside wif u.

Priority list to do's
1)Get my namecards out. Designing on the way.
2)Take photos of my shop and apply for license.Oops..
3)Prepare a cabinet where i can store all my badminton bags and etc.


On some good note, the 3 albums will be out by today and i can't wait to get a hold on them.
matt redman,charlie hall and david crowder.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Holy is the Lord,Chris Tomlin

We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing

chorus

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory
We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing
Everyone sing

chorus
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory

It's rising up all around
It's the anthem of the Lord's renown
And together we sing,everyone sing


For the joy of the Lord is our strength
Some pictures we took durin Merdeka Day in Pyramid.





lols
lols(x2)







Thursday, August 28, 2008

FOCUS!!

Ever listening but no real understanding.It takes a nudge from someone before i get it. The only way forward is to FOCUS! FOCUS! FOCUS!



Yes, i need to FOCUS!



I pray that i will, FOCUS!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

"Life is too short to learn from mistakes" LAH..

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Latest cd's




Can't wait to listen to them...
Available in stores on Oct 8.


Monday, August 18, 2008

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Disappointed, that's what i felt over last weekend Sunday morning worship. The beauty of being a Brethren circle where we are given the privilege to share from the Word of God, prayers,songs, and even to share how God has been good to us, but..we fail tremendously!Theres no song, a word of encouragement from the brothers. Ended up the elder have to dutifully lead the congregation through the sharing of the word and song.. It came to my mind as though that Jesus is looking at what kind of worship are we bringing to Him? It grieved my heart and as i turn to my bible looking at Phillipians 2:5-11..Trying to grasp as much as i could to feel how God would feel for what He has done for us and what are we offering Him during that morning itself..I feel very disappointed wif myself for not bringing a sacrifice that fits His glory and majesty.


Ever felt for a Saviour who will come for a bunch of sinners like all of us???


Phillipians 2:5-11
5Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: 6Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, 7but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant being made in human likeness. 8And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross! 9Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, 10that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, 11and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.


Food for thought, has all our sharing from the word,songs and prayers been a duty or a delight???





I guess we have to live by everyday thankfulness..
During RELAY CHALLENGE.
The duck walk was extremely difficult although i might be seem smiling there.
lols. =)

Expedition2Gua Tempurung. Resting after half way through..
Fuh...

"Passionate" ppl after games.
PASSION TEAM.

PASSION FAMILY MEMBERS.

AFC 08 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

‘Our simplest act of love sometimes might speak louder than what we think it is’. It is the thought that matters..
Hebrews 12:1
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sins that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.


2 Corinthians 5:21
God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.


Does that blows your mind? Isn’t Jesus is crazy and insane? That’s what He is for us.
Using the words of Louie the preacher..


Psalm 90:10,12
The length of our days is seventy years-eighty, if we have the strength;
yet their span is but trouble and sorrow, for they quickly pass, and we fly away.


Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.




There is a difference between living and existing!!













I am torn!

ANYWAY

People are unreasonable, illogical, self centred.
Love them ANYWAY

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good ANYWAY.

If you are successful, you’ll win false friends and make true enemies.
Succeed ANYWAY.

Honesty and kindness may make you vulnerable.
Be honest and kind ANYWAY.

The good you do today may very well be forgotten tomorrow.
But do good ANYWAY.

The biggest people with the biggest idea can get shot down by the smallest people with the smallest minds.
But think big ANYWAY.

Give the world the best you got. You may very well get kicked in the teeth for it.
But give the world the best you hot… ANYWAY.





Abstracted from ‘Attitudes that attract success’.

Eventful sunday...

Has been a real good weekend on Sunday. Went to church as usual until 12+ after having our brunch and our friend came up with an idea to go to SS2 to have Durian Feast.. Went with a few of them and found out that there’s no “eat all you can” because the durians have not arrive yet. So ended up eating da expensive D24 durians which size is as big as a mok gua.. Doh.. was kinda disappointed in the end. Next, headed to Sunway for Passion conference together with some frens..different frens.. seated at the left hand side of the hall. When the 1st song was being introduced, I became hyper out of a sudden. Started jumping and “dancing” around and losing my identity as a Brethren..haha.. The thought came into my mind that I wouldn’t be able to go “crazy” else where if it’s not for a concert like this, so why not seize this opportunity? Heh. So, I make my way through to be at in front. Doing what I like best in worship, jumping, dancing and shouting my lungs out.. was superb.. like the songs which they played.. One of the songs which was being played is this and it really tested my faith in Him..

God of this city, Chris Tomlin

You’re the God of this city
You’re the King of these people
You’re the Lord of this nation
You are
You’re the light in this darkness
You’re the hope to the hopeless
You’re the peace to the restless
You are
There is no one like our God
There is no one like our God
For greater things
Have yet to come
And greater things
Are still to be done in this city
For greater things
Have yet to come
And greater things
Are still to be done here


The question that I’ve to ask myself is that whether do i really believe that God will do greater things in Malaysia? Will Malaysia be a Christian country? Will the Muslims turns to Jesus Christ as their God? Will there be more Christian politicians who would be brave enough to voice up their beliefs? Will we testify Jesus Christ wherever we are?




Lift up the scales of my eyes that I might see unseen things with YOUR EYES..







p/s: "Sorry for the superb smell"..=p

AFC 2008 experience

To sum it all, AFC was great! We have 49 campers this year, one of the most participants. The expedition to Gua Tempurung was one of the highlight of the camp. Divided into 2 level which we are given the choice to choose between going for the 1&2 level and 1-4level. While journeying my way there, I lost one pair of my sandal due to the strong flow of the river. Being the ‘proud’ person that I am I decided to go on with it although some of my friends decided to offer his shirt to wrap over my feet. Along the way, I could no longer bear with the pain of stepping on stones and rocks. The last resort was to accept the offer. Wrap over my feet with my friend shirt and mine. Feeling much better after that but there were still difficulties. Thank God, the tour guide found a pair of sandal along the way and it is the right side of the sandal. Jehovah Jireh!
In this small way, I see a glimpse of how God revealed Himself to us. Managed to complete the whole expedition after 4 hours of walking and crawling. Was a really good experienced.

Besides that, was good to get to know people from different Brethren assemblies. One of the beauty of being the denomination that I am in.Has been a good time spend during the 4days and 3 nights in camp. A time off work and socialize with people. Feels so much refresh and ‘alive’ now.

Basically that’s it for Assembly Fellowship Camp 2008.


Oh yea, this is not a match making camp.. Not the desperado’s meeting up with the desperadee’s..The purpose was to socialise, fellowship, and to realign our purpose as a Christian.




God is good!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

AFC


Assembly Fellowship Camp means holiday ...
listening to encouraging msg'es..
most probably wil be meetiung up wif jie jie and bro dat wil be taking care of me..
jus a kuji rat trying to squeeze my way thru...in trying to get along wif them..


Facilities at Harvest Haven includes:

Swimming pool Basketball, Volleyball and Futsal CourtField for outdoor games Jogging trackTable tennisLibrary


Have no idea why i decided to go for the camp when i will be closing my shop for 3 days..
DOH! I guess our life are meant more than making money..so yea..go lo..

This wil be da onli year where i wil be missing out in copa iba..ahhh...gonna miss all da hoo's and haass...shouting and screaming atmosphere..and meeting up with some old frens..rbs esp..da tot of not going for the camp dawns upon me but i just have to stick to my decision lest i am being labeled...indecisive person..
Nothing much to look forward...but it has always been the case where i don't think i will be benefit much from it that that it turns out to a blessing in disguise..


The purpose of this post is just for ur prayers..anything lahh..haha..thanks..Gonna c u guys another week from now..
SAGC sure boleh..

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Adrian needs to express what he thinks and feel..

Keep change, changing everyday...Yes, sing along with me...hahaha..

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Funny..

Begin my day with nasi lemak at a newly open indian restaurant near my shop. Firstly, da nasi lemak was without ikan bilis and kacang..ok..nvm.Haha.Secondly, i ordered telur setengah masak for 2. Waited until i finished my whole plate of nasi lemak but the telur's are stil not being serve.lol.And for da second time i asked again where's my telur's?? He said it will be done in a minute. Erm..pondering and wondering..I thought the telur's was on da way to be done..And after a minute, guess what? He gave me 1 telur goreng.. ahahaha..ok, nvm..He said today's meal is free so he actually went and ask one of his worker to get for me the telur setengah masak..Finally he understood'ed.*Happy*.Saw him putting da telur's into da plastic thingy to boil ..waited for 15 mins..and then finally my precious telur was being serve.*Shout's of joy*. Ask for kicap and pepper..ended up onli kicap..lol. He said pepper belum sampai..probably pepper is too expensive to be given out free on da 1st day.hahahaha..Ok..finally is da time for da yummy yummy telur to be eaten..wakakaka..ordered 2 telurs ended up eating 4..empat biji telur potential menjadi chicken dimakan begitu saje..*knock knock knock* on da 1st telur..ehhh...why so hard..something muz be wrong there..knock harder and da shell cracked and what i saw was a...TELUR REBUS!hahahahhaa..Nvm..Good thing everything was free..Yea, not to mention about my Teh Si which ended up as Teh tarik..hahahaha..So funny man..What a good day to start of..i mean really..it made me smile.. =)


Oh yea..the name of the restaurant is Sri Sun..Bad advertisement..ahahaha..Bet i wil go there again..Everyone do make mistakes..=)

Saturday, July 12, 2008

This days has been..

Depressing
Boring

And i've been dreaming a lot..
U can only be a dream come through..

This is not actually what i wanted to post about but jus for the fun of it and to keep my blog alive..hehheh..

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Jus a thought

Dreams..sometimes is not about what we can do but it's about whether the others would cooperate to fulfill it together. We can sell our vision, our ideas but...

Adrian needs to be realistic of his dreams..




p/s: More updates on da way, hopefully..=P

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Blessed birthday Kar Choon

Blessed Birthday Kar Choon son of Ka(r) Ting..(without the 'r')



Thank u, u're a blessing!





Dun want to write so much about how good this guy is lest he becomes proud of himself
and forget hu he is...Wahah.=P

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Prayer

Amazing God revealed something to me and I just have to share about it. It was a Sunday morning and so I wake up a little early to do my routine stuff. 1st thing to do is to rub my eyes and clean it, show a big yawn and lie around a little while more till I really need to get myself ready to go to church. Bath and get my clothes on. Grab my usual Padini jeans and put on whatever shirt that I want to wear. Depending on how I want to present myself that day lah. Make sure that I have a nice hair day, somehow I am just more particular about my hair on Sunday. Ahah. Now u know.


After that grab my “Our Daily Journey” quiet time material. That day the passage spoke about prayer. And it goes like “when you pray, go into the room so that you will not be seen. Do not be like the hypocrites who loves to pray in the synagogue to be seen by man. And your Father in heaven who sees it will reward you. I feel so strongly about this about myself and I am really guilty of this. Hypocrite is what I am. Da da da da da and den go to church and the same words was repeated again. Wah..i really feel that God is trying to speak to me something. This words comes into my mind.“Boy, you have been in this way for far too long and you need to change”. “Get down to your knees to pray and search me again”. It is good to find myself again with the Lord. The delight, joy, satisfaction, and peace in Him. Indeed there’s no other better place to find your comfort but to be in the arms of Jesus. The verse that says “Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart” is the thing that came into my mind. It was really a blessing to search and delight yourself in the Lord. Later on I find myself dumbfounded again by another verse that speaks about how God actually delight himself with us even before we delight ourselves in him. God delighting in us! Imagine a Father who sees his son after he comes back work, the joy and excitement that he gets. So also with God but it is more than that since He is God. Verse 17 says that “He will rejoice over you with singing” . Can u imagine that? God sings over us and dance over us. . This is one of my favourite verse

Zephaniah 3:17
“The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, he will rejoice over you with singing”.


This song written by Matt Redman speaks volumesssss of God’s love for us….


The Father's song
I have heard so many songs
Listened to a thousand tongues
But there is one
That sounds above them all
The Father’s song
The Father’s love
You sung it over me and for eternity
It’s written on my heart

CHORUS:
Heaven’s perfect melody
The Creator’s symphony
You are singing over me
The Father’s song
Heaven’s perfect mystery
The king of love has sent for me
And now you’re singing over me
The Father’s song

It’s Heaven’s perfect mystery
The king of love has sent for me
And now you’re singing over me

The Father’s song
The Father’s song
The Father’s love
You sung it over me and for eternity
It’s written on my heart


One of the reason why I like Matt Redman songs so much is that I think he is someone who meditates a lot. In ways how he actually like stand in awe of God by just remaining silent. I can really see that in him. Thanks Matt Redman.

Forgiveness

Forgiveness is an act of will and not feelings. Forgiveness liberates one from his/her own bondage of any grudges and bitterness in him. Forgiveness yields freedom, setting the captives free. Forgiveness gives away freely although it does no justice to him/her. True forgiveness involves commitment to begin anew, to confront the situation as it is. A real man is one who have guards to reconcile with the one who have hurt him/her, showing himself/herself that he/she is confident of who they are. We can only forgive when we began to follow Jesus and start to let go (not to mean that we leave it as it is but to let go of our rights) and let God to act. He is our righteous Judge.

Unforgiveness is like someone who is trap in the prisoner cell, not knowing how to get out from the prisoner bars. Unforgiveness brings back old memories of what happened in the past and affects the relationship at present and in future. Unforgiveness is selfish.

Any healthy relationship involves forgiveness. Healthy relationship accepts, gives away freely without expecting anything in return. Any real and healthy relationship begins with an intimate and close relationship with The Almighty. Imagine a picture of pyramid where we are at the other end of the bottom edge. The bottom edge represents you and me. The top edge represents God Himself. It is only when we draw nearer to God, only then will our human relationship gap be closer. The higher we go the narrower the gap between our human relationship becomes.

We cannot experience true forgiveness unless we start to forgive ourselves. How happy is the man who truly forgives. Freedom in Christ and with men. Forgiveness is one of the characteristic of our God and because of Him we find forgiveness for our sins.

True follower of Jesus forgives because He(Jesus) suffered for the forgiveness of our sins. I think the word forgiveness is a word in which we have taken too lightly especially in our human relationship and maybe with God as well. Forgiveness is cheap but it is also so rich.

Enough of saying..need to act upon it. Need to always be reminded that God is my righteous judge. Do not pay back evil with evil. Not to retaliate. To be careful not to speak against anyone or gossip. Only helpful words, those that will admonish others. Sometimes I just need to keep it to myself. To ponder it in my heart.
Ah! How long will I ever learn that?? Over and over again? Need so much refinement man.

We live in your freedom God. =)

Seek first

Seek FIRST the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and everything will be
added unto you.

Kingdom of God
Kingdom matters: Fellowship, Evangelism, Worship, Ministry, Discipleship.

Lord’s Prayer
Our Father in Heaven hallowed be your name,
Your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts, as we also forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one.

Notice that the FIRST part of it speaks about kingdom matters and 2ndly our matters.
It is always the case where we need to put God’s agenda ahead of ours. The challenge would be what are we going to do about it? Plans for God’s kingdom? Not only someone who plans but someone who would dream dreams for God. We need to be “God dreamers ” if we are to see any change in our society, our nation. We speak about revival but revival will only come when the church starts to think first of His kingdom. I guess all of us have somehow or rather have been revived by God many times and in different ways.
The problem is just that we don’t act upon it or we think too narrowly about what we are going to about it. Our dream doesn’t last because we have forgotten about or we are being clouded by it, our dream is small.

Plans for God?
Dreams for God?
Do you have any?
Today, tomorrow, months to come, or years to come?
Where will we be?

I am afraid to say that all of us are guilty of this and we need to come to our senses.
We need to stand in the gap between the saved and the lost.



Yes, this is da sermon talk given. Pondering over them.

To be right

We need to be wad we ought to be. To do the right things despite how we are feeling.
To love to care despite how we feel. We need to master over our feelings or else we
will start to act how we feel like. Feelings come and go but the person who does the
right thing is like a solid rock. He will not be move or swayed away easily by the
things that comes his way. A solid foundation. Secure and stable.The sign of a mature believer is determined by how someone sticks to his conviction despite unforeseen circumstances that comes his way.


Random thoughts..

Friday, April 25, 2008

I feel like..

I feel like yelling out!!!! Just couldn't get the stringing adjustment right. Blogging is da onli way where i can get personal and pour it out. At the same time of not being a problem maker to frens whom i share my stuff with. This RSL stringing machine is so so difficult to adjust man...Yannade...Has been going to the distributor for countless times for advise but i just couldn't get it. His name is Din and he's like quite patient in da beginning until i call him so often that he lost some of his temper although he didn't show it out. It has to be so precise and neat or else the string will pull back and looses it's tension. Not only that the string will create gaps when contacted with the shuttlecock. Ah! Has been trying to get it right for dunno how many hours and sweat untill my shirt all got wet. And still the same. Ah! So frustrating man. Suppose to be a good week where i'll get my internet connection, getting to string the racquet properly, and God speaking to me in a reli clear way. Somehow or rather things just get in between and i lost my touch with Him for a few days. Didn't manage to reflect. Ah! God is amazing in revealing His ways to me as i recall.God is good! =). But this 2 main stumbling block(stringing and internet connection) got in the way. 1stly the man who suppose to fix my com should have done it earlier but he keep on procrastinating fixing other ppl's com. He get on my nerves and he keep on asking me to wait for him to come and get it fix for me but he never show up at all until i go and find him. Ah! In the end the internet connection tak jadi..Ah! Coz couldn't reach my shop. (Wireless connection). Ish. That IT man is from India and he will be leaving to Chennai, India this coming Sunday. For those who went to India for mission trip u can follow dat guy along. Let me know if u are interested k? I 'll give u further details. Aha. blablabla.. OK..that's the 1st one..and we go to 2nd wan..jeng jeng jeng.. Stringing adjustment...Ah! so so frustrating...speechless.


Okok..dat aside. Alright, at least tonight i have something to look forward to...going to cg..yay..it's where i'll get to hear God speak once again.. Something to shout out LOUD about.. refreshed and be rejuvenated. Looking forward for a good time in church this weekend.. "undignified dancing around". ahaha. Listen to Matt Redman wei..=)


So dead tired now..feel like sleeping..suffer another 2+ hours and yay..freedom...freedom..And yeah, it is good that God actually created Sabbath, a day of rest for us. After a week of so much happenings, it is good to come back to Him. Reflect and recall of the many things which He has done for us. Sabbath was made for the good of our well being. Or else we will be just existing and not living life as what it meant to be. I can sense those words comin out from God.."Stop your work". "U can work for 6 days but the 7th day is to be a day of rest". Do not be chasing after money like those who doesn't know God, who will work all their lives pursuing after material wealth. Yes i realize that our life is more than money in a better way now. Relationship matters much to God and i am guilty of it. My cousins, aunties and uncles, mum, frens, and neighbour..all of them. Recalling one fo the bible verse that says, if u do not care for those of your own one's u are worse than the pagans..something like dat. I think i need some rebuking here for simply twisting da word of God.aha. Correct me.


Ok, think i shud stop here. Didn't expect to write such a long post. It's good that when i start to pour myself out soem things just came into my mind, recalling some of the good things that happened to me. God is awesome! It has been a good exercise for my brain too..dead cells starting to reform new ones..Yay! Hasn't been studying for a long time and need to get back to study..exam in May. Ah!


Ciao and God bless u guys. Have a blessed weekend worshipping God. =)

Friday, April 18, 2008

Meekness

Matthew 5:38-42
An Eye for an Eye 38"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.'39But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. 40And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. 41If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. 42Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.


Numbers 12:1-9
Miriam and Aaron Oppose Moses 1Miriam and Aaron spoke against Moses because of the Cushite woman whom he had married, for he had married a Cushite woman. 2And they said, "Has the LORD indeed spoken only through Moses? Has he not spoken through us also?" And the LORD heard it. 3Now the man Moses was very meek, more than all people who were on the face of the earth. 4And suddenly the LORD said to Moses and to Aaron and Miriam, "Come out, you three, to the tent of meeting." And the three of them came out. 5And the LORD came down in a pillar of cloud and stood at the entrance of the tent and called Aaron and Miriam, and they both came forward. 6And he said, "Hear my words: If there is a prophet among you, I the LORD make myself known to him in a vision; I speak with him in a dream. 7Not so with my servant Moses. He is faithful in all my house. 8With him I speak mouth to mouth, clearly, and not in riddles, and he beholds the form of the LORD. Why then were you not afraid to speak against my servant Moses?" 9And the anger of the LORD was kindled against them, and he departed.

Meekness as someone defines it is the willingness to to give up your own feeble, finite strength and put your life into His hands. When you do, nothing can prevent Him from extending to you His boundless, unquenchable, and eternal wisdom, love and power.

.To be meek is not to surrender our right; but it is the preservation of self-control under provoking circumstances. There is no hint of the spirit of retaliation MEEKNESS will not allow emotions and passion to take the reins of the heart.

Now I understand better the attitude of Moses as he wrote of himself being the meekest man upon the earth. He knew himself, and he knew Christ. Choosing the life of God, he had acquired the spirit of a learner. Moses never thought more highly of himself than he ought; therefore, he could write accurately about himself by God's leading. Note, this statement made by Moses, under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, would not have been regarded by the people of his time as a commendation. Being considered as a weakness in character, it would rather have excited pity or contempt in their perverted minds. But Moses was called by Yahweh the meekest man upon the face of the whole earth.

Now the man Moses was very humble,(meek) more than any man who was on the face of the earth.)

"everything is permissible but not necessarily beneficial". Thanks for da reminder thru ur blog, Jon Tan. =)



Yes, meekness. Lord, just at the right time. (JIT) . Thanks. I would have taken things on my own hands and end up losing everything. Vengeance is yours.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Spiritual attack

There’s something more than meet the eye. More than the physical. Sense that da spiritual realm is so so real..Satan is ALWAYS THERE to trip and tempt us. Satan is at work, he’s da prince of this world so long as we live here on earth. For we are not fighting against the flesh but against the spiritual war out there. So long as we do not follow God den we are under constant attack from Satan. An experienced which i encountered and have even fallen into. A test of integrity.


Job 1:6-7
Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan came also among them. And the LORD said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the LORD, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.

Question for thought..

Can Satan come into the holy presence of God where sin and holiness is concern?


P/s: edited post.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Week review

Has been a tough week in terms of business but nevertheless i see no reason why i shud give up. Need to have a better and positive thinking in wadeva i am doing. Without believe there's no way that i can succeed. "If u dun believe in urself who else is going to believe in u?"John Maxwell. Yes, rise above circumstances. Faith that sees. Opportunity is there for us to grab, it's about taking the chances that we are given. And yea, need to fill my mind with good things also so that i can have less emo days..esp. at nitez..haha..Has been reading Christian book n listening to Christian music a lot during this week..quite lar..and it's reli good to keep my mind busy..juz finished reading a book by HEAL ME NO..I mean Hilmi Nor.=P. Haha..found dat i am a real good teaser of ppl's name.. evil evil..Finished da book in 2 days due to no business punya reason lor..but da time has been well spend in nourishing my soul. Basically, it's bout the cost of following Christ and TRUSTING God for wadeva circumstances which we are in. Ok lar...dats bout it..Hmm..wads da next book dat i am gonna read? Any suggestions?

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

A Song

Was listening to my long lost Jeremy Camp Cd and found dat dis song is so appropriate to me.

I wait for the Lord.

I wait for the lord
My soul waits

I wait for the lord
I wait for the lord

My soul waits
I wait for the lord
In his word I place my trust
In his word I rest
In his word I place my trust
for I know I must wait

I wait for you lord
My soul waits
I wait for you lord
I wait for you lord
My soul my soul waits
Well I wait for you lord (woa yeah)

In your word I place my trust
In your word I rest
In your word I place my trust
For I know I must wait
Ohhh I must wait

Thou shall not live on bread alone
But by every word of God
I will not live by bread alone
But by every word (yeah)
I wait for the lord

My soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
My soul waits

Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits

Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
I will wait


Reminds me of a verse bout the Israelites that says "We will no go unless u go with us" when..can't rmb..will come bek for editing when i get to da verse..haha.

Monday, March 10, 2008

CUSTOMIZED TOYOTA CAMRY..





Aspire to get dis car wei..If U wish to bless me..

When lar,when????

Struggling in dis beginning stage of my work.yeah, need to be faster in my stringing skills.ppl dun wait for u nowadays..service is so so important. Biding da time to let others noe dat ders a shop here.Wonder when wil i be able to get my 1st car by earning it on my own. Owe my mum a lot more, dunno when wil i be able to give bek to her..haish..good thing no interest charged.haha.(anyone wants to lend me money without any interest charge?) hehe.My dream car atm wud be a toyota corolla 80'ies car, a fren of mine is selling it. da car is bein modified until quite cun lar but didn't reli c da real condition of it.Praying hard for a car.When Lord, when?



Monday, January 28, 2008

Evaluation

A year of discovering who i really am and who i am in da side of God. I think it's very important to know what you believe in and what your faith really means. Religious activities doesn't make me a true disciple but what that comes out during the other six days of da week or five that really matters. An angel in the place of worship but an fallen angel on the other days? A genuine and true faith means being active in conversing with God and being aware of the needs of the people around. So much to know but there's so little that is being put into action. Haih..

Just hope and pray that His Spirit will work wonders in this fallen being(me) of His.


Oh Lord, that i will understand the heart of yours. Give me the wisdom that i need to act as my true worship of You.


And yes You are calling people who have a genuine and sincere heart unto You.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Time

Time changes everything and so do I. Really do wonder at times why it passes so fast. Everyday is another day but for me today is da same as yesterday today and the day after that. We grow each day, from an infant to adulthood and eventually we are no longer found. Our life here on earth is temporal, is just a breath away. Sometimes i do wonder why did God created us? If life is a test than why do we find satisfaction in so many other things rather than Him who is the giver of "abundant life"? Who have ever known the heart of man but only You? We are the unfaithful people but yet U reamin the same yesterday today and forever. GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS!

Friday, January 18, 2008

2008, 1st post

Another year and another another phase of my life. Work has been difficult and when u have a business at my age people tend to look down on you and doubt your ability to succeed. Hard work is required of me not because to proof them wrong but TO BE where i want to be in the future.

As for 2008, i hope and pray that my walk with God will not slack as a result of my business or you may call it backsliding. At this point of my life i can either grow, remain stagnant or go down the hill. I really cannot imagine where i am in my current state. People have asked me, "did you commit your business to God"? My answer would be not to sure but in in some ways i think i did. Praying is not the same as acting it out so really i am not too sure. After a whole day of work you can just be glad that you are back home and be at ease with yourself. Rest and sleep rather than praying. That's something that i need to cultivate.

2ndly, hope to handle my life in a better way. May it be in my relationship with others or even to be a better worker for God and for others.

Lastly and most of all "to guard my heart". In whatever ways. There is always a motive in everything that we do or say. May it be a pure one.

"Oh Lord that You would create in me a pure heart and renew a right spirit within me".