Monday, January 28, 2008

Evaluation

A year of discovering who i really am and who i am in da side of God. I think it's very important to know what you believe in and what your faith really means. Religious activities doesn't make me a true disciple but what that comes out during the other six days of da week or five that really matters. An angel in the place of worship but an fallen angel on the other days? A genuine and true faith means being active in conversing with God and being aware of the needs of the people around. So much to know but there's so little that is being put into action. Haih..

Just hope and pray that His Spirit will work wonders in this fallen being(me) of His.


Oh Lord, that i will understand the heart of yours. Give me the wisdom that i need to act as my true worship of You.


And yes You are calling people who have a genuine and sincere heart unto You.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Time

Time changes everything and so do I. Really do wonder at times why it passes so fast. Everyday is another day but for me today is da same as yesterday today and the day after that. We grow each day, from an infant to adulthood and eventually we are no longer found. Our life here on earth is temporal, is just a breath away. Sometimes i do wonder why did God created us? If life is a test than why do we find satisfaction in so many other things rather than Him who is the giver of "abundant life"? Who have ever known the heart of man but only You? We are the unfaithful people but yet U reamin the same yesterday today and forever. GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS!

Friday, January 18, 2008

2008, 1st post

Another year and another another phase of my life. Work has been difficult and when u have a business at my age people tend to look down on you and doubt your ability to succeed. Hard work is required of me not because to proof them wrong but TO BE where i want to be in the future.

As for 2008, i hope and pray that my walk with God will not slack as a result of my business or you may call it backsliding. At this point of my life i can either grow, remain stagnant or go down the hill. I really cannot imagine where i am in my current state. People have asked me, "did you commit your business to God"? My answer would be not to sure but in in some ways i think i did. Praying is not the same as acting it out so really i am not too sure. After a whole day of work you can just be glad that you are back home and be at ease with yourself. Rest and sleep rather than praying. That's something that i need to cultivate.

2ndly, hope to handle my life in a better way. May it be in my relationship with others or even to be a better worker for God and for others.

Lastly and most of all "to guard my heart". In whatever ways. There is always a motive in everything that we do or say. May it be a pure one.

"Oh Lord that You would create in me a pure heart and renew a right spirit within me".