Tuesday, November 24, 2009

So much of Your grace

It's been a wonderful weekend over at Kampar together wit my new found family MWM member. Got to say i am truly blessed thruout the 3 days off. Glad dat i actually took off to just go for this. In the beginning was kinda of a reluctant due to the fact that i have to leave it to my worker to do the work. But now i see it as a real blessing. God whispers into my life. So does the MWM team members who spoke light into my life. God draws my heart close to Him by showing me in His word that He is from everlasting to everlasting, He never change. He remains the same yesterday today and forever. His faithfulness endures forever.

Throughout the whole retreat we are reminded again and again that God is good, He desired the best out of each one of us. Jesus doesn't cast a stone at us even when we sinned but tell us in a gentle spirit to go n sin no more. Wad amazing God we have indeed!

Come to think about it, when God gave out the ten commandments and all the legallistic things to follow and do's He did not intend us to keep it because He knows dat we are all failures.. Instead God points it to Christ who would be the cupbearer for all our sins.

Wad amazing grace! Amazing that the fact that God loves us even when we dun deserve it, even when we are screwed up in all that we do. And know what? There is nothing we can do to make God love us more and nothing we can do to make God love us less. It is just PURE FAVOR! PURE FAVOR! Get that on!

As Pastor Kenneth put it, man are drawn close towards the goodness of God. I so agree with him. Some people may raise issue against Pastor Joseph Prince but i have to say what he is doing now is simply amazing.. When man learn and listens to the gospel of grace they are straight away drawn close towards this God. What better way to offer to the community out der den preaching about God's grace into the lives of people. The church offers hope to the hopeless and that is wad the church is design for. Amen. As far as i am concern i dun think there is any other church who speaks so much of grace. But we all know that God design, appoint, call each leader for different purposes.

Imagine what amazing things could happen IF the whole church comes to their senses and be united as one, accepting their differences and BE WILLING TO LEARN,CHANGE AND WORKING TOGETHER AS ONE. It would be EXPLOSIVE!



Just a song to end with..



Blessing after blessing
Favor after favor
U are the source and the giver of life
U are the reason for my very being
And it's not my deserving
It's the goodness of grace


Lord, You are good
My heart cries out
Lord, You are good
I'll tell it loud
Lord, You are good
I'll sing and shout
And i'll say Lord that's who You are
To me




Written by.... soon u'll know...


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So much of Your Grace..




Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Working towards the inner life

I am planning for a 40days spiritual discipline to work at my inner life. Perseverance, endurance. Hopefully at the end of it, by the grace of God, i will be found more complete.



Journey begins on 20/5/09- 29/6/09.


My prayer.



God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything


Yesh, do a deep work in me, an everlasting one. BE MY EVERYTHING.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Someone told me this: "Behind every successful man there's always a great women behind" so also every failing man there's also a lousy women behind. The latter part actually kept lingering in my mind.. It changed my perspective. More so with what has been shared during Mother's Day last Sunday. I DIDN'T KNOW that my life lies with you. I am so looking for the future.


Here's a song that goes with what i've been thinking over.Ahak ahak.. "Fake E\evil laughter".. Beautiful beautiful lyrics. Go listen if you're free, nothing to do'ness. Certainly makes me more desperate after listening to them. Hahaha. This mystery gets me excited. Question pops up like.. What is it like to be after getting married.. to be loved and love in return, hugs, kisses?? hahahhah.. mind goes wild.. lols... Can't wait to settle down!!!!




Wonderful Journey

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

I don't need anybody. Just somebody.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I am being reminded yet again. I want to fall in love with You once again. I know along the road i will fall and stumble. But carry me Jesus under Your wings, Your grace. I hate to be in dis kind of situation. May i learn to know how You feel, the things that i do that will put a smile on Your face and the things that will break Your heart.


So won't You take this heart and make them Yours?

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Rallying call....

With this bunch crop of players they will certainly beat Man United.. But with the players now i am not so certain.. So.... i am calling for a time of prayer.. repentance, morning, weeping.. ahahaha... just kidding... man, i can't stand another trophyless season wif dis team..

Thursday, April 23, 2009

a little bit frustrated..

This, that, wad?? I need some direction in my life.. i am a little bit LOST.. wad am i achieving? wad can i achieve? In need of advise, counsel, wisdom.. There is dis void in me..... can u come n fulfill them?


i cannot afford to remain status quo.. there must be more den dis.. one step at a time.. but i must move forward..



Toyota motto: "Always moving forward"




Frustrated..