You're the fountain of every blessings! Every good things comes from You and You want us to enjoy them. I acknowledge You as my Provider, the Jehovah Jired! You make everything beautiful in Your own time!




Yes, finally it's here!

Mann.....i can't wait to get a hold on my car soon... oh dear God pls let everything work out well with the approval from bank and with my mum who is giving me a hard time to be the guarantor.





Secondly.. the Champions League draw is out!!!



Arsenal vs Villarael


I am desperate to see what is going to happened to this dream team of mine.. Hopefully they will get through and meet with the holders of the cup,Man United!!!
What a semi final encounter!!!


And beat this lousy Man U team... and get into the final playing against Barcelona.. REVENGE!!! Until now, i still cannot believe that Arsenal have lost it.... to them... Juliano beletti..... argh.. They were so close yet... sigh... frustrated...





CESC FABREGAS, DENILSON, SAMIR NASRI, WALCOTT, NICKLAS BENDTHER, EMMANUEL ADEBAYOR, EDUARDO, WILLIAM GALLAS, KOLO TOURE, GAEL CLICHY, BACARY SAGNA, CARLOS VELA...






VICTOR VALDES, CARLES PUYOL, THIERRY HENRY, LIONEL MESSI, SAMUEL ETOO, XAVI FERNANDES, ANDRES INIESTA, SEIDOU KEITA, dats all i know from the BARCELONA team...



All i want to see is ARSENAL lifting the CHAMPIONS LEAGUE trophy!!!!! They have not won it....somehow!!! Sigh...



I need a break!!! I need something different to lift me up.. afresh..







man... it's 4am now...and what the heck am i doin here... knowing that i will have to wake up early tmr morning for worship.. This days i sleep very late.. man... i don't want to look old...




ok... just a brief update on what is going on here...





WTH!!!!!!!! (WHAT THE HEAVEN)

My confession...

Guys in church! My apology to those whom i've disturbed,annoyed.. The times when u see me go crazy and went nuts is because i don't find any other place to release my stress but in church.. I know dat is not healthy but seriously ders no other place to go to... but to u guys.. so bear with me the times when i go serong or things like dat.. On normal Sundays i dun behave like dat wan.. My mind is sharper on Sundays.. Always looking good, decent and smart.Wahah! lalala.. And also.. when i show my acts of love by physical touch, pls dun perceive it as... u know la huh? hah.. Any misunderstandings can be resolve by talking...communication... Love u crazy bunch of people!




And another thing... i am super fragile... sensitive...


Sometimes i do things that doesn't potray my acts of love to u all but in real sense.. i do. As much as i could. I have to say i struggle to show them to u all guys.. but the thing is a gift and take thing right? Erm.. okie laa..



Enough of mumblings. Hah!

You have to feed on me.. Blessings will come upon you if you do so.. *Giggle*

Please do not withhold your .... love, care, concern, goodness, kindness to one another..Show it, share them by words or by action.. As i am telling it out to whoever dat is reading this so also i am telling myself..I am sharing this bcoz somehow i find that we are a little bit lacking in this area.. may the words that we say be.. like 'Butterfly'...Rmb, love is not self seeking.. On the another note....


I am AMAZED by God....God's goodness so good ddah neh... my cup overflows.... blessings blessings blessings... favor, undeserved favor, grace, love, patience, Faithfulness... I believe in the blessing that are yet to come and i am thankful for that.. am entering the Promised Land that is filled with milk and honey..

You pour them like rushing river... my cup overflows....

PSalm 23

¹ The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

² He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

³ he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

⁴ Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^a]">[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

⁵ You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

⁶ Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

Peace...

Best of wishes..

It will be great to seee u again after such a long long timee...A glimpse of u brings about a joyous celebration in me. I guess it will take some time b4 i see u again.. So take care n God bless!!!

Numbers 6:24-25..

The Lord bless thee and keep thee; the Lord make His face shine upon thee and be gracious unto thee; the Lord lift His countenance upon thee and give thee peace'.


Shalom. =)



To someone far far away......

In probably 2 weeks time i will mark another milestone in my life by owning a car and i am very happy it. SHOUT so LOUD MAN!!! =) And of course all BLESSINGS comes from Him, Jesus. God is so RICH in BLESSING me with all SPIRITUAL and MATERIAL BLESSINGS. Our every blessing is found in Jesus!!! Ephesians 1:3-14.



On the other side of the coin is that i feel very guilty because i fail to do my devotion. I need a RELATIONSHIP with Him!! I can't be so ungrateful. And blame it on my laziness to wake up earlier. Often times, i am overcome by my sleep and fail to spend time with Him. My flesh is stronger than the Spirit.. And when comes to Sunday i do feel bad because i fail to share about God's goodness in my life. BUT i can only TESTIFY that God is EXTREMELY GOOD even during this past week. I can only say that HIS SPIRIT OVERCOMETH MY FLESH eventhough i was so tempted to submit to my flesh. He gave me the desire for HIM, to honour HIM. AMAZING! And this is one way i know i am IN HIM. And during our care group sermon discussion we come to a conclusion that GOD is the One that make the 1st move in intervene and quicken our Spirit to yield to Him. We often times struggle between is it our choice or is it HIS SELECTION but i would strongly believe is all Him. And that comes the 2nd question does that mean God chose to send people to Hell?? Someone said, for the things i understand i praise God and for the things that i don't understand i .... forgotten...* will get back to edit*.. =P



Devotion, devotion, devotion....... Struggle betul.





Our theology should result in doxology!!


Edmund Chan.