Week review

Has been a tough week in terms of business but nevertheless i see no reason why i shud give up. Need to have a better and positive thinking in wadeva i am doing. Without believe there's no way that i can succeed. "If u dun believe in urself who else is going to believe in u?"John Maxwell. Yes, rise above circumstances. Faith that sees. Opportunity is there for us to grab, it's about taking the chances that we are given. And yea, need to fill my mind with good things also so that i can have less emo days..esp. at nitez..haha..Has been reading Christian book n listening to Christian music a lot during this week..quite lar..and it's reli good to keep my mind busy..juz finished reading a book by HEAL ME NO..I mean Hilmi Nor.=P. Haha..found dat i am a real good teaser of ppl's name.. evil evil..Finished da book in 2 days due to no business punya reason lor..but da time has been well spend in nourishing my soul. Basically, it's bout the cost of following Christ and TRUSTING God for wadeva circumstances which we are in. Ok lar...dats bout it..Hmm..wads da next book dat i am gonna read? Any suggestions?

A Song

Was listening to my long lost Jeremy Camp Cd and found dat dis song is so appropriate to me.

I wait for the Lord.

I wait for the lord
My soul waits

I wait for the lord
I wait for the lord

My soul waits
I wait for the lord
In his word I place my trust
In his word I rest
In his word I place my trust
for I know I must wait

I wait for you lord
My soul waits
I wait for you lord
I wait for you lord
My soul my soul waits
Well I wait for you lord (woa yeah)

In your word I place my trust
In your word I rest
In your word I place my trust
For I know I must wait
Ohhh I must wait

Thou shall not live on bread alone
But by every word of God
I will not live by bread alone
But by every word (yeah)
I wait for the lord

My soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
My soul waits

Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits

Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
I will wait


Reminds me of a verse bout the Israelites that says "We will no go unless u go with us" when..can't rmb..will come bek for editing when i get to da verse..haha.

CUSTOMIZED TOYOTA CAMRY..

Aspire to get dis car wei..If U wish to bless me..

When lar,when????

Struggling in dis beginning stage of my work.yeah, need to be faster in my stringing skills.ppl dun wait for u nowadays..service is so so important. Biding da time to let others noe dat ders a shop here.Wonder when wil i be able to get my 1st car by earning it on my own. Owe my mum a lot more, dunno when wil i be able to give bek to her..haish..good thing no interest charged.haha.(anyone wants to lend me money without any interest charge?) hehe.My dream car atm wud be a toyota corolla 80'ies car, a fren of mine is selling it. da car is bein modified until quite cun lar but didn't reli c da real condition of it.Praying hard for a car.When Lord, when?

Evaluation

A year of discovering who i really am and who i am in da side of God. I think it's very important to know what you believe in and what your faith really means. Religious activities doesn't make me a true disciple but what that comes out during the other six days of da week or five that really matters. An angel in the place of worship but an fallen angel on the other days? A genuine and true faith means being active in conversing with God and being aware of the needs of the people around. So much to know but there's so little that is being put into action. Haih..

Just hope and pray that His Spirit will work wonders in this fallen being(me) of His.


Oh Lord, that i will understand the heart of yours. Give me the wisdom that i need to act as my true worship of You.


And yes You are calling people who have a genuine and sincere heart unto You.

Time

Time changes everything and so do I. Really do wonder at times why it passes so fast. Everyday is another day but for me today is da same as yesterday today and the day after that. We grow each day, from an infant to adulthood and eventually we are no longer found. Our life here on earth is temporal, is just a breath away. Sometimes i do wonder why did God created us? If life is a test than why do we find satisfaction in so many other things rather than Him who is the giver of "abundant life"? Who have ever known the heart of man but only You? We are the unfaithful people but yet U reamin the same yesterday today and forever. GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS!

2008, 1st post

Another year and another another phase of my life. Work has been difficult and when u have a business at my age people tend to look down on you and doubt your ability to succeed. Hard work is required of me not because to proof them wrong but TO BE where i want to be in the future.

As for 2008, i hope and pray that my walk with God will not slack as a result of my business or you may call it backsliding. At this point of my life i can either grow, remain stagnant or go down the hill. I really cannot imagine where i am in my current state. People have asked me, "did you commit your business to God"? My answer would be not to sure but in in some ways i think i did. Praying is not the same as acting it out so really i am not too sure. After a whole day of work you can just be glad that you are back home and be at ease with yourself. Rest and sleep rather than praying. That's something that i need to cultivate.

2ndly, hope to handle my life in a better way. May it be in my relationship with others or even to be a better worker for God and for others.

Lastly and most of all "to guard my heart". In whatever ways. There is always a motive in everything that we do or say. May it be a pure one.

"Oh Lord that You would create in me a pure heart and renew a right spirit within me".