Working towards the inner life

I am planning for a 40days spiritual discipline to work at my inner life. Perseverance, endurance. Hopefully at the end of it, by the grace of God, i will be found more complete.



Journey begins on 20/5/09- 29/6/09.


My prayer.

God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything

Yesh, do a deep work in me, an everlasting one. BE MY EVERYTHING.

Someone told me this: "Behind every successful man there's always a great women behind" so also every failing man there's also a lousy women behind. The latter part actually kept lingering in my mind.. It changed my perspective. More so with what has been shared during Mother's Day last Sunday. I DIDN'T KNOW that my life lies with you. I am so looking for the future.


Here's a song that goes with what i've been thinking over.Ahak ahak.. "Fake E\evil laughter".. Beautiful beautiful lyrics. Go listen if you're free, nothing to do'ness. Certainly makes me more desperate after listening to them. Hahaha. This mystery gets me excited. Question pops up like.. What is it like to be after getting married.. to be loved and love in return, hugs, kisses?? hahahhah.. mind goes wild.. lols... Can't wait to settle down!!!!




Wonderful Journey

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

I don't need anybody. Just somebody.

I am being reminded yet again. I want to fall in love with You once again. I know along the road i will fall and stumble. But carry me Jesus under Your wings, Your grace. I hate to be in dis kind of situation. May i learn to know how You feel, the things that i do that will put a smile on Your face and the things that will break Your heart.


So won't You take this heart and make them Yours?