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So much of Your grace

2009-11-24T08:47:00.000-08:00

It's been a wonderful weekend over at Kampar together wit my new found family MWM member. Got to say i am truly blessed thruout the 3 days off. Glad dat i actually took off to just go for this. In the beginning was kinda of a reluctant due to the fact that i have to leave it to my worker to do the work. But now i see it as a real blessing. God whispers into my life. So does the MWM team members who spoke light into my life. God draws my heart close to Him by showing me in His word that He is from everlasting to everlasting, He never change. He remains the same yesterday today and forever. His faithfulness endures forever.

Throughout the whole retreat we are reminded again and again that God is good, He desired the best out of each one of us. Jesus doesn't cast a stone at us even when we sinned but tell us in a gentle spirit to go n sin no more. Wad amazing God we have indeed!

Come to think about it, when God gave out the ten commandments and all the legallistic things to follow and do's He did not intend us to keep it because He knows dat we are all failures.. Instead God points it to Christ who would be the cupbearer for all our sins.

Wad amazing grace! Amazing that the fact that God loves us even when we dun deserve it, even when we are screwed up in all that we do. And know what? There is nothing we can do to make God love us more and nothing we can do to make God love us less. It is just PURE FAVOR! PURE FAVOR! Get that on!

As Pastor Kenneth put it, man are drawn close towards the goodness of God. I so agree with him. Some people may raise issue against Pastor Joseph Prince but i have to say what he is doing now is simply amazing.. When man learn and listens to the gospel of grace they are straight away drawn close towards this God. What better way to offer to the community out der den preaching about God's grace into the lives of people. The church offers hope to the hopeless and that is wad the church is design for. Amen. As far as i am concern i dun think there is any other church who speaks so much of grace. But we all know that God design, appoint, call each leader for different purposes.

Imagine what amazing things could happen IF the whole church comes to their senses and be united as one, accepting their differences and BE WILLING TO LEARN,CHANGE AND WORKING TOGETHER AS ONE. It would be EXPLOSIVE!

Just a song to end with..

Blessing after blessing
Favor after favor
U are the source and the giver of life
U are the reason for my very being
And it's not my deserving
It's the goodness of grace

Lord, You are good
My heart cries out
Lord, You are good
I'll tell it loud
Lord, You are good
I'll sing and shout
And i'll say Lord that's who You are
To me

Written by.... soon u'll know...

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So much of Your Grace..

Working towards the inner life

2009-05-19T10:48:00.000-07:00

I am planning for a 40days spiritual discipline to work at my inner life. Perseverance, endurance. Hopefully at the end of it, by the grace of God, i will be found more complete.

Journey begins on 20/5/09- 29/6/09.

My prayer.

God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything

Yesh, do a deep work in me, an everlasting one. BE MY EVERYTHING.

2009-05-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

Someone told me this: "Behind every successful man there's always a great women behind" so also every failing man there's also a lousy women behind. The latter part actually kept lingering in my mind.. It changed my perspective. More so with what has been shared during Mother's Day last Sunday. I DIDN'T KNOW that my life lies with you. I am so looking for the future.

Here's a song that goes with what i've been thinking over.Ahak ahak.. "Fake E\evil laughter".. Beautiful beautiful lyrics. Go listen if you're free, nothing to do'ness. Certainly makes me more desperate after listening to them. Hahaha. This mystery gets me excited. Question pops up like.. What is it like to be after getting married.. to be loved and love in return, hugs, kisses?? hahahhah.. mind goes wild.. lols... Can't wait to settle down!!!!

Wonderful Journey

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

2009-05-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

I don't need anybody. Just somebody.

2009-05-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

I am being reminded yet again. I want to fall in love with You once again. I know along the road i will fall and stumble. But carry me Jesus under Your wings, Your grace. I hate to be in dis kind of situation. May i learn to know how You feel, the things that i do that will put a smile on Your face and the things that will break Your heart.

So won't You take this heart and make them Yours?

Rallying call....

2009-04-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

With this bunch crop of players they will certainly beat Man United.. But with the players now i am not so certain.. So.... i am calling for a time of prayer.. repentance, morning, weeping.. ahahaha... just kidding... man, i can't stand another trophyless season wif dis team..

a little bit frustrated..

2009-04-23T10:05:00.000-07:00

This, that, wad?? I need some direction in my life.. i am a little bit LOST.. wad am i achieving? wad can i achieve? In need of advise, counsel, wisdom.. There is dis void in me..... can u come n fulfill them?

i cannot afford to remain status quo.. there must be more den dis.. one step at a time.. but i must move forward..

Toyota motto: "Always moving forward"

Frustrated..

Just thankful

2009-04-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

Broke in pieces. Heartache. I guess many of u knows dat i just had an accident last Sunday. A very terrible one. Have only driven for 10 days n all of a sudden a "bang".
Now i realized the importance of praying for safety. To deliver us from the evil one.
Hey, our God is our DELIVERER, HE is my DELIVERER! Thanking Him that i did not had any serious injury but just a knock on my knee. As a result, swollen.. After this incident, i realized the frailty of our lives, anything can happened to us at any time, any place. Everyday is a gift, a miracle.

He is the MAKER and the SUSTAINER of our life!

The 'Amen' sayings

2009-04-19T03:52:00.001-07:00

"For as many as may be the promises of God, in Him [Christ]
they are yes." (1:20a)

God has faithfully fulfilled all His promises in His Son; in Jesus Christ all these promises receive a resounding "Yes!"

Jesus Himself is the message (cf. 1:19, "the Son of God, Christ Jesus, who was preached among you by us"). Jesus is the personification of God's stupendous plan for mankind;Jesus is the grand and glorious exclamation point to all that God has revealed about Himself; Jesus is the "Yes!" to all that God in His grace intended for us.

God has planned it all and brought it to fruition through the saving work of His Son; it is left for man simply to respond and receive and adore: "wherefore also by Him [Christ] is our Amen to the glory of God through us." (1:20b) The word "wherefore" emphasizes that man's part is completely and utterly dependent on God's part; He has initiated and consummated His saving purposes on our behalf. Our response is "also by Him [Christ]," in acknowledgment of God's yes to us through the redemptive work of Jesus; and that response is summarized by Paul as "our Amen." Paul is using a figure of speech (known as synecdoche) where a small part is used to represent a much larger whole; by it Paul indicates that all of our responses of prayer and praise and worship, which are so often punctuated with a final "Amen" (meaning "it is true" or "so be it") are expressions of
grateful assent and surrender to God's loving purposes for us in Christ.

More than that, our entire lives (which is the true New Testament scope and realm of worship, according to John 4:23 and Romans 12:1) are to be a confirmation and reflection of the wondrous work God has wrought in us. Our "Amen" is the full-orbed response of love, with all of our heart, soul, mind, and strength (Mark 12:30), to God's "Yes" to us in Jesus; and this love we express through life- and lifestyle-pervading worship.

It should be noticed that Jesus Christ is not only the message (1:19); not only is He the fulfillment of the many promises of God (1:20a); not only is He the subject and object of our adoring and grateful response of "Amen (1:20b):

Jesus Christ is the active agent in our response of worship to God for all that He done for us in His Son. Our "Amen" is not just to Him, or for Him, or even just through Him-- our Amen of response is actually "by Him." (1:20b)

Jesus does not leave us in our (albeit redeemed) frailty and weakness to drum up an appropriate response to God for His magnificent promises and their coming to fruition in His Son; no, Jesus leads the way as our Mediator in returning to the Father praise and honor and thanks for His redeeming work, for "summing all things up in Christ." (Ephesians 1:10) Indeed, that Amen of worship is "through us," but "by Him"! (1:20b)

And so our own response is but an echo of our High Priest's, and it all redounds to the "glory of God" (1:20b)-- not because we have brought a level or quality or quantity of response appropriate to or worthy of His glory; but because the living Christ Himself has made our response for us, and in so doing has made it perfect and worthy and acceptable.That perfect worship which God in His perfection must and does require is effected by our Substitute and is credited to our account; in so doing God is indeed "working in us that which is pleasing in His sight" (Hebs. 13:21), with the result that "no man may boast." (1 Cor. 1:29 )

Our Amen (initiated and carried out "by Him") displays and magnifies the glory of God, in the appointed consummation of God's work of saying "Yes" to mankind in Jesus Christ. Our Amen completes and complements God's Yes; and in Christ the entire duality is carried out and completed-- He is the operative force both in the God-to-man movement of "Yes," and in the man-to-God response of "Amen." So He continues in His bidirectional ministry of Mediator between God and man.

God's plan, its fulfillment in Christ, and the response of worship on our part: all these aspects work together to evoke the "praise of His glory" (Ephes. 1:6,12,14) among the redeemed and the whole of the angelic host (Revel. 5).

John Piper has said that "the meaning of the universe is God going public for the glory of God." That meaning is realized, and that glory manifested, through God's sovereign and gracious "Yes" to us in Jesus Christ and through our humble and neverending response of "Amen."

God has said, "Here is my Son, offered up for your salvation.Yes!"
We reply, "Thank You, Father. Thank You, Jesus. Amen!"
And thus God thus brings great glory to His blessed name.
Yes! Amen!

The whole thing is taken from the web n was edited.. dats wad u do when u're rushing for ur assignments... hahahha...

A direct response and a big shout of 'Yes and Amen' simply invokes confidence in God's promises. We are too silent about this. Perhaps we need a sermon on this. Perhaps.

On another note i personally felt that over the years the gift of the Holy Spirit has not ceased but it is just that some believers have not claim on it and start teaching members that the gift has ceased. Healings, laying of hands speaking in tongues and etc..Does the bible tells us that the gift has ceased? Not at all! Can someone tell me why is only miracles like extraodinary ones are only heard of in Charasmatic churches and not the others.. ?? Controversies bound to arise from what has been written. But it is always good to ask ourselves about all this..

Anyone wanna comment? Feel free to do so.. After all that is what belonging to a church is for rite?

Arsenal Legend, Robert Pires..

2009-04-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

This is what he has got to say after the defeat to his former club, Arsenal in the champions league..

Robert Pires..
"They can go far. This is a big team full of potential, speed, freshness and youth. What I hope is that they reach the final and win it," Pires told Marca.

"I'm still a fan of this team, who play the type of football that I love."

Pires, whose last appearance for Arsenal came in that 2006 final against Barca, admitted his return to face the Gunners was emotional.

"On a personal level it was very nice, incredible. I honestly didn't expect it. I know that players never forget their old team-mates, but this has touched my heart," said the 35-year-old.

"I've also discovered a very nice stadium that I didn't know before. Despite the defeat, all this will stay in my memory, it's been a nice experience."

Its good to know how a player is grateful and being so emotional attached for what he has achieved as a result of being in a very good club like Arsenal. (after looking at his comments). When he is at his best he is capable of dribbling pass defenders in very tight areas, something which u can't imagine. He is one of the coolest player that i've ever seen. Incredible vision, dribblng skills, n a goal scorer. Certainly one of the best purchased from Arsene Wenger.

Robert Pires you will always be remembered as an Arsenal legend!

Next off... Arsenal Vs Man United ..

Arsenal is going to eat u up like a virus n infect u wif all sorts of diseases..

Heh Heh Heh Heh...

Exasperated

2009-04-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

Lifting up hands is not a Grey area. It's biblical!!! What teaching is dat? Are we being judged for that?

irritated

2009-04-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

I can't stand "Pharisees"! U thought u are more spiritual den the others, the "holier than thou attitude". U make it as though u have obeyed everything that is in the law and judged me for that. How could you?

Disappointed, saddened.

2009-04-02T10:21:00.000-07:00

My car is finally here. Anyone wan free rides? Provided if u trust my driving skills la. hahahha.. Will be willingly to give u a lift if there's any help needed. :)

2009-04-02T09:58:00.000-07:00

Business has been tough as usual. I find that the crowd is not many. Thinking of relocating maybe somewhere in Subang. But afraid of the high rentals and extra cost incur. I have started reap what i sow but it isn't enough. It is not that i really want a lot but just enough for me to sustain. Thinking of getting a electronic stringing machine and also hiring a stringer. Again, it's all expenses. I am torn in between. So wad shud i do? I am thinking of selling my few hundred pieces of racquet at my disposal for cheap but difficult to find buyers. Sigh. Again, my place is small and it will be difficult for people to come into my shop.. So sometimes i lose my customer in that way, which is not good. A lot of points to take into consideration and i need wisdom. How to increase sales huhhhhh????????????

I need wisdom!!!

2009-03-31T09:56:00.000-07:00

You're the fountain of every blessings! Every good things comes from You and You want us to enjoy them. I acknowledge You as my Provider, the Jehovah Jired! You make everything beautiful in Your own time!

Yes, finally it's here!

2009-03-21T12:48:00.000-07:00

Mann.....i can't wait to get a hold on my car soon... oh dear God pls let everything work out well with the approval from bank and with my mum who is giving me a hard time to be the guarantor.

Secondly.. the Champions League draw is out!!!

Arsenal vs Villarael

I am desperate to see what is going to happened to this dream team of mine.. Hopefully they will get through and meet with the holders of the cup,Man United!!!
What a semi final encounter!!!

And beat this lousy Man U team... and get into the final playing against Barcelona.. REVENGE!!! Until now, i still cannot believe that Arsenal have lost it.... to them... Juliano beletti..... argh.. They were so close yet... sigh... frustrated...

CESC FABREGAS, DENILSON, SAMIR NASRI, WALCOTT, NICKLAS BENDTHER, EMMANUEL ADEBAYOR, EDUARDO, WILLIAM GALLAS, KOLO TOURE, GAEL CLICHY, BACARY SAGNA, CARLOS VELA...

VICTOR VALDES, CARLES PUYOL, THIERRY HENRY, LIONEL MESSI, SAMUEL ETOO, XAVI FERNANDES, ANDRES INIESTA, SEIDOU KEITA, dats all i know from the BARCELONA team...

All i want to see is ARSENAL lifting the CHAMPIONS LEAGUE trophy!!!!! They have not won it....somehow!!! Sigh...

I need a break!!! I need something different to lift me up.. afresh..

man... it's 4am now...and what the heck am i doin here... knowing that i will have to wake up early tmr morning for worship.. This days i sleep very late.. man... i don't want to look old...

ok... just a brief update on what is going on here...

WTH!!!!!!!! (WHAT THE HEAVEN)

My confession...

2009-03-06T10:10:00.000-08:00

Guys in church! My apology to those whom i've disturbed,annoyed.. The times when u see me go crazy and went nuts is because i don't find any other place to release my stress but in church.. I know dat is not healthy but seriously ders no other place to go to... but to u guys.. so bear with me the times when i go serong or things like dat.. On normal Sundays i dun behave like dat wan.. My mind is sharper on Sundays.. Always looking good, decent and smart.Wahah! lalala.. And also.. when i show my acts of love by physical touch, pls dun perceive it as... u know la huh? hah.. Any misunderstandings can be resolve by talking...communication... Love u crazy bunch of people!

And another thing... i am super fragile... sensitive...

Sometimes i do things that doesn't potray my acts of love to u all but in real sense.. i do. As much as i could. I have to say i struggle to show them to u all guys.. but the thing is a gift and take thing right? Erm.. okie laa..

Enough of mumblings. Hah!

2009-03-06T09:52:00.000-08:00

You have to feed on me.. Blessings will come upon you if you do so.. *Giggle*

2009-03-04T09:06:00.001-08:00

Please do not withhold your .... love, care, concern, goodness, kindness to one another..Show it, share them by words or by action.. As i am telling it out to whoever dat is reading this so also i am telling myself..I am sharing this bcoz somehow i find that we are a little bit lacking in this area.. may the words that we say be.. like 'Butterfly'...Rmb, love is not self seeking.. On the another note....

I am AMAZED by God....God's goodness so good ddah neh... my cup overflows.... blessings blessings blessings... favor, undeserved favor, grace, love, patience, Faithfulness... I believe in the blessing that are yet to come and i am thankful for that.. am entering the Promised Land that is filled with milk and honey..

You pour them like rushing river... my cup overflows....

PSalm 23

¹ The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

² He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

³ he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

⁴ Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^a]">[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

⁵ You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

⁶ Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

Peace...

Best of wishes..

2009-03-03T05:41:00.000-08:00

It will be great to seee u again after such a long long timee...A glimpse of u brings about a joyous celebration in me. I guess it will take some time b4 i see u again.. So take care n God bless!!!

Numbers 6:24-25..

The Lord bless thee and keep thee; the Lord make His face shine upon thee and be gracious unto thee; the Lord lift His countenance upon thee and give thee peace'.

Shalom. =)

To someone far far away......

2009-03-01T06:22:00.000-08:00

In probably 2 weeks time i will mark another milestone in my life by owning a car and i am very happy it. SHOUT so LOUD MAN!!! =) And of course all BLESSINGS comes from Him, Jesus. God is so RICH in BLESSING me with all SPIRITUAL and MATERIAL BLESSINGS. Our every blessing is found in Jesus!!! Ephesians 1:3-14.

On the other side of the coin is that i feel very guilty because i fail to do my devotion. I need a RELATIONSHIP with Him!! I can't be so ungrateful. And blame it on my laziness to wake up earlier. Often times, i am overcome by my sleep and fail to spend time with Him. My flesh is stronger than the Spirit.. And when comes to Sunday i do feel bad because i fail to share about God's goodness in my life. BUT i can only TESTIFY that God is EXTREMELY GOOD even during this past week. I can only say that HIS SPIRIT OVERCOMETH MY FLESH eventhough i was so tempted to submit to my flesh. He gave me the desire for HIM, to honour HIM. AMAZING! And this is one way i know i am IN HIM. And during our care group sermon discussion we come to a conclusion that GOD is the One that make the 1st move in intervene and quicken our Spirit to yield to Him. We often times struggle between is it our choice or is it HIS SELECTION but i would strongly believe is all Him. And that comes the 2nd question does that mean God chose to send people to Hell?? Someone said, for the things i understand i praise God and for the things that i don't understand i .... forgotten...* will get back to edit*.. =P

Devotion, devotion, devotion....... Struggle betul.

Our theology should result in doxology!!

Edmund Chan.

Proton Persona SE

2009-02-25T08:22:00.000-08:00

I have sort of made up my mind, at last.. No more Vios, City, Latio and whatsoever. Budget limited. And therefore i will just settle for a homemade car, Proton Persona SE. The latest Proton car that was being launched. It does look good in marooon. Some pics to show..

GPS

Different alloy wheel design (15 inch)

New improved meter design with analog fuel meter which most of us prefered more than digital one because of the accuracy.

Laser-red backlighting for instruments

Leather seat...hehehe..i like..

Da buttock..

A bodykit consisting of front, side and rear skirts and a subtle spoiler

Phewittttt... Amoi, can i give u a ride back home?

2009-02-22T06:46:00.000-08:00

This is really a good book. Well written. A book of reflection on mentoring,leadership and discipleship. Share with u guys some of the writings which he wrote that caught my attention..

Quiet Time does not automatically become easier as one grows older. In fact,it becomes harder. why? Because one can browse through God's word quickly and pick up a thought or two without much meditation and intimacy with God.

One can have the routine and the mere discipline without the encounter and the wonder. One can read the Word of God but miss the God of the word. One can go on serving the Lord without devotion. Christian life and ministry can be faked all too easily. But God calls us to be authentic.

God wants us to be grace-receivers and grace-releasers.
As grace receivers, we relish the joy of God's grace towards us. As grace-releasers, we offer to others 'undeserved favours' in love. Otherwise, we become ungrateful recipients of God's grace towards us. Mentoring the spirit of grace helps people to grow in Christlikeness.

And it's onli rm 39.90, before discount. A book worth investing especially for leaders, pastors, teachers, everyone.

And btw, my bum is still in pain coz i fell when i was doin my "LIONEL MESSI" skills.. Clumsy me...

Grace

2009-02-22T06:26:00.000-08:00

Those who KNOW grace SPEAK grace..

God is grace

2009-02-18T08:36:00.000-08:00

This mark my 100th post. So i decided to post this up, my shop, The One Sports. It's been a year or more now. This shop is only 120 sq feet. Very small only but okie for a start lar. It is located in Plaza Sri Muda which is inside the post office but facing outside. So thou can see my shop when u pass by the plaza. Overall, it's been very challenging, i mean very very. Working hours is like super long, from 10.30am to 8.00pm. No life betulzz. String racquet until my hand also become rough and the worst part of all is that my right hand fingers is bigger then my left. lols.

Okie enough of that.. so this is our badminton ministry which we used to have every Tuesday from 8.30am till 10.30am. This badminton kaki's consist of people from Kota Kemuning and Sri muda. We have about 14-16 of us every week. Our "regular customer". Basically Un. Dex and myself does the coaching and Jun Yi drive the people there. Jun Yi does all the admin job which is very important. Credit to the Full Time Worker. Sometimes we go makan minum after having a good day of practice. Which is nice. =) I do enjoy some of the moments with this people. Kids nowadays macam macam kerenah ada. Haha. Esp. the boy sitting down on the corner left. haha. Anyway, hope to shed some light to this people..hope they will see it through the manifestation of our life in Him. Amen!

I hope 101 post and continung on will be more interesting.. hahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha......

2009-02-15T08:12:00.000-08:00

When i look at this few pics it speaks of tranquility to me.. Creation that speaks about God's wondrous artistic nature.. So beautiful...

Btw, this is Sentosa which is in Singapore. Wish i will be back der soon..

2009-02-15T07:15:00.000-08:00

Some pics..more to come..

a day to remember??

2009-02-13T09:20:00.000-08:00

14 feb.. a day to rmb for many.. flowers, sweets, chocolates, wine and etc etc.. This year's valentine did hit me a little for the fact that i am still single..and now that i am 22 this coming year..hah.. quite sad.. Waiting and wishing for a little "star".. Sometimes i just wonder will it ever appear? haha..Anyway.. Valentine's day this year also brings me to Jesus who is my romance, my love. Never have i feel so grateful for the cross but for this past 2 months back. Jesus love means faithfulness, patience, and grace to me. Btw, i came across this song while i was on my back after Y-Wag in Chee Kean's car.. Such beautiful lyrics..

Yesus kekuatanku

HANYA ENGKAU JURUS'LAMATKU
TUHAN KAU SETIA PADAKU
YANG KUPEGANG HANYA JANJIMU
KUPERCAYAKAN HIDUPKU

KUSEMBAH KAU ALLAHKU
BAPA DAN SAHABATKU
KAU YANG PEDULIKAN S'LURUH HIDUPKU
WALAU LEWATI LEMBAH
AKU TAK DITINGGALKAN
YESUS KEKUATAN DI HIDUPKU

HANYA ENGKAU JURUS'LAMATKU
TUHAN KAU SETIA PADAKU
KUYAKINI PERTOLONGANMU
TAKKAN TERLAMBAT BAGIKU

"Happy Valentine to Jesus".

2009-02-06T09:49:00.000-08:00

I know what it means to live by the Spirit and to be guided by Him when i allow Him to.There is this sense of freedom when the Spirit leads. And also something miraculous when you don't expect to happen but became reality.

Where else.. living by the flesh is so tempting, so easy.

2009-01-30T12:06:00.001-08:00

A full stop. Not anymore. Never. Unless...

2009-01-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

This is the gospel of GRACE.....
It means a heaven lot to me..
Look wad u have done to me Lord..

I may not be perfect, holy,
But each day.. i live by UR GRACE..
And i cling upon ur promised.. 2 Corinthians 3:18

I stand righteous in UR side
Holy am I
I stand tall, confident and bold to enter into UR presence
Wholeness is my name

Blessing and riches are mine
For U shower them like rain down to me
Blessed be the name of the Lord
That i will proclaim all the days of my life

2009-01-18T06:39:00.000-08:00

Things to do..
1) My business tax. This would be the 1st priority. i need someone to help me up in this. If there's anyone that u know, do let me know k? Thanks.=)
2) My business accounts. Someone wil settle for me for this.
3) Business namecard.
4) My studies. I still have another paper which i haven't completed yet. Intro to tax. Someone to teach me?
5) Last but not least is my salary slip. For loan purposes. To purchase a car..

Unless i settle all this things my heart will not be at rest. The list never ends. Much more to accomplish in year 2009. May God's favor rest upon me.

Till then, have a blessed week ahead. Shalom.

At the Cross

2009-01-17T07:11:00.000-08:00

At the cross

Oh Lord You've searched me
You know my way
Even when I fail You
I know You love me

Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season
I know You love me
I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your Glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your Glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now?(x2)

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done(x2)

And when the earth fades
Falls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know You love me
Oh.. I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee
Where your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your Glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now?(x2)

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done(x4)

Hillsong

For it is by grace that you have been saved through faith and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God, not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8-9. To those who still doubt about their salvation, be rest assured.. We will never move forward unless we settle with the issue of our eternal life is in Him. Where sin abounds grace also abounds.. Simply cling on the cross of Jesus. Everything was paid when Christ died on the cross.

2009-01-08T09:14:00.001-08:00

All this while, i thought i could live this christian life by my own strength not knowing that THE ONE who has live for me has given everything for me to live this life. My 'righteousness' are like filthy rags. I(mankind) fall short of God's glorious standard and therefore is under condemnation. But Jesus took that punishment upon Himself so that i may become the righteousness of God. The power of Him who raise Jesus from the dead is the power that is working in everyone of us, me. The enemy has been defeated and i put my hope in what You have done, not me. In every situation let my praise goes back to u.

Resolution for the year? Every year i failed to do them so no point of making them..I will not succeed by my own will or strength but only in the One who has succeeded for me....So this year i will just look to Him.. i will fail a million or trillion times again but i am a champion because He is ...

My champion

2009-01-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

Human effort leads to frustration but the man who live by the Spirit of God are victors in Him.. The law condemns, Jesus sets free..

Faith comes from hearing the message, therefore be careful whom you listen to.. Our live is very much SHAPE by the company of friends that we mixed with. Often times, we say 'yes' in our mind and heart towards negative words that people say to us.

For us to shine, consistency is needed in every part of our life. In workplace, school, church, the community.

Every ministry without God's anointing dooms to failure..

Some randomized thoughts which i gather after listening.. jotting them down makes our memory sharper..

2009-01-04T04:37:00.000-08:00

Galatians Ephesians Philippians Colossians

Gentiles Eat Pork Chop

Master of Business Administration

Master of Bad Attitude

Business Administration

Bad Attitude

Some quotes which i learn from senior pastor...

Off to Singapore

2008-12-26T08:23:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! I will be off to Singapore just a while more.. like 8 hours from now.. Shout out loud..(SOL)...heh.. Will definitely missed celebrating this new year in church.. where we hear about testimony from others of how God has been good to them despite... ... ... Before this, it occured in my mind that i would like to share about how God has been so so good to me during this year watchnight service.. but now that i will be away to Singapore, so maybe i should just share this in this post..

1stly, Thank God for His faithfulness- Was very much lacked in spending time with God this year.. service likewise, and fellowship with church members has been distant.. hasn't been evangelistic as well.. Basically, ineffective! Despite that, God has been faithful in keeping with His promised. You never let go..

2ndly, Praise God for His goodness- God has been good to me in giving this profession that i am in.. Badminton has always been my passion. And He provided for my needs by leading me into this..

3rdly, And lastly to friends who have impacted me in a way or another in my life journey with God.. - This people are like messengers send from above into your life. They share with you their experiences as brothers and sisters who have been through in life more than me.. It's amazing what WORDS can do to you.. It can either built you up or bring you down..

Now i have more stability. But still there's a lot more room for improvement in spiritual life. To get back to where i used to be and more. I want more than this.

I hope year 2009 will be a better year for me in every aspect. Same goes with all of us in SaGc. Till then, blessed new year sagc'ians folks and c u guys next week!

And hopefully will get some nice pics to be posted up soon during our(Isaac, Darren, me) time there.

Shalom~

1 John 4:712

2008-12-20T06:49:00.000-08:00

L-LOVE

O-OTHERS

V-VERY

E-EXTRAVAGANTLY

L O V E

7Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 8Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son[b] into the world that we might live through him. 10This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for[c] our sins. 11Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.

If we claimed that we love Him then... we must love our neighbours.. especially those who belong to the family of God.

Hiding at a corner

emo

2008-12-14T07:40:00.000-08:00

Another Sunday that have passed and i am reminded again of God's love towards me. His faithfullness. Pretty much sums up what i've been thinking through as i look back at year 2008 that is coming to an end. Going through rough moments and finding what is my 1st priority in life. During those trial moments was absolutely a real test. So many things to distract me away from what i've been called to be and do. The things of this world. In the midst of all those uncertainties and worldly values that start to creeps in little by little adds to a real confused me.
Inspite of that, i can really testify that God's love and faithfulness never cease to keep coming back. Amazing! Praise God! Great is His faithfulness! God uses people like u and me to help those who are weak. I believe that what i've gone through will also make me a stronger believer in Him.

This morning Uncle Aaron Lai asked us to respond out of love for Him who have loved us so so much. I have to say it actually troubled me. In saying so, i also realise that i have to because of what He has done for me. Therefore, i need to start rearrange the wood for the sacrifice. A menu guide for my spiritual fitness is needed. Hopefully i will pull through this week with much victory.

Only by His grace.

Praise Him

2008-12-10T17:16:00.000-08:00

All the way my Savior leads me
He guides me along life hurdles
And makes me lie down in green pastures
My soul is at rest
My heart is alive again and i can hear Him again

He is the rock on which i stand
His promises never fails
He said, " I will never leave you nor forsake u"
His words are true
And i believe for sure

Though I've come far away from u and parted from your ways
Yet You never gave up on me
Your unfailing love reaches down like rain
And You brought me back to your arms again

I want to thank You Lord
For what You have been to me
I will sing praise to You all of my days
I will make joyful noise unto the Lord
And dance before Your presence

You have come to show us how to live
So let me be your hands and feet
To do the things that you do
Let everything that i am be all that You want me to be

What car to buy?

2008-12-05T10:10:00.001-08:00

Toyota Unser

This would be an ideal choice as i can stuff in many people into my car and use it to serve others.

But there's always the 'mau gaya' mentality which Toyota Unser doesn't fit into the picture.

Big dilemma over here.

Nissan Sentra

The reason for this choise is because Nissan market value cars tend to drop more than Toyota and Honda. I don't really fancy this but who knows i might have to get this due to my financial constraints.

Honda City

Super cool car. Price a bit higher though.

Toyota Vios

Nice with the skirtings. Better body frame compared to Honda. Quite cool.

Cant afford to get a brand new one because planning to pay a huge downpayment so that i can reduce the interest. I am so desperate to get a car now.. which is not going to be so soon...Maybe by January or February.. I"ll wait. =(

I welcome suggestions..

Things that is toying in my mind

2008-12-05T08:59:00.000-08:00

Do we separate the holy things of God and things that is not so holy?
Like for example doing church work, going to church every week, praying like a Christian, worship like a Christian, talk like a Christian when we are in front of believers and so on..

I think we are very much in danger of behaving like a Christian but have not really tasted God’s presence in our life. All I can is that our judgment of spirituality can be deceiving at times just because we are behaving the Christian way. We tend to restrict ourselves to places that we cannot go, from mixing with non believers too much and sorts.. Christianity is not a matter of rules and regulations but having the right mindset to deal with the things that we consider as sinful, ‘not so holy’.. To have a renewed mind and help those who are in need. Like the lady who was caught in adultery and the religious leaders asked Jesus for the lady to be stone. The religious leader thinks that it is a sin to be touching the lady who was caught in adultery but Jesus acted out of compassion for her. We know the story...

I like the passage which speaks about the sheep and goats in Matthew 25:31-46 because this is what we are called to do and what really matters to God. A helping hand to the needy. The hungry, the sick, the homeless, without clothes, poor, disabled.

Bible study, prayer meeting, sunday morning worship, and all these activities means nothing unless we start to display them.

Oh God, we pray that we will be your hands and feet..

Praise Him

2008-11-29T08:44:00.000-08:00

All the way my Savior leads me
He guides me along life hurdles
And makes me lie down in green pastures
My soul is at rest
My heart is alive again and i can hear Him again

He is the rock on which i stand
His promises never fails
He said, " I will never leave you nor forsake u"
His words are true
And i believe for sure

Though I've come far away from u and parted from your ways
Yet You never gave up on me
Your unfailing love reaches down like rain
And You brought me back to your arms again

I want to thank You Lord
For what You have been to me
I will sing praise to You all of my days
I will make joyful noise unto the Lord
And dance before Your presence

You have come to show us the way
So let me be your hands and feet
To do the things that you do
Let everything that i am be all that You want me to be

2008-10-28T05:21:00.000-07:00

A real test of faith is when u start working.. Thanking God for brothers who is there to challenge and share from their life experiences.. The bible speaks so much about the love of money..U cannot serve both God and money.. If we have enough food and clothes to wear we should be satisfied..Godliness with contentment is great gain. A simple lifestyle, lets come back to the basics of life..

Harga Shuttlecock naik mendadak

2008-10-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

Price of shuttlecock increased again!! A total shock, RM4!! For RSL and PROTECH. Before this it has already increased by rm2 and now another RM4. And that means more capital and receive more complains from customer.

2008-10-28T04:52:00.000-07:00

A good trip.

brief update2

2008-10-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

Planet Badminton have shifted some of their goods in y'day and i was kinda trembled when i saw it. I was really anxious, uneasy about it. I wonder wad kinda impact it would have on my business. And the ironic part of it is that this competitor of mine is a KX(badminton branding name) salesman and supply to me goods before. He quit his company and to be where i am. Aargh.. And moreover he is sharing together with another AAPACS,PROACE salesman. And that means i wuldn't be able to get this few brands to sell, not sure with KX though. Haven't contact the KX boss. This market is a total mess up. Even dealers are supplying goods to friends so that they can make money out from it. There's one here in this area. And with this FAKE CHINA MADE YONEX RACQUETS being circulate around to the people to sell, it really does affect the sales of racquets among badminton dealers. DO NOT BUY FAKE BUY ORIGINAL!! And definitely the fake racquets are way much cheaper compared to the original ones, so does the quality of the racquet. What would this people say is that they got the FAKE YONEX badminton rackets from kastam(wad u call in ENG ah?)haha. Custom?? And this dealers are also actually being lied from someone dunno who..the one who circulate this rumours around. With people coming to believe that Yonex racquet is a good quality racquet they just buy it from this fake YONEX racquet sellers with the knowledge that they got it for really really cheap. KASTAM.. Even kids tried selling to me this sorta racquet for few hundred ringgit..lols...which u can get it for rm150 or lower from this fake racquet sellers. Obviously my price is cheaper. Even cheaper if it's at Indonesia.

It's been the 10th month since i've been in this business. So how does it feels like? I can tell u it is like staying in a prison. And i've learned that do not give out information to salesman easily because they can do all sort of things with it. And it work against you. Information is their way to make money. INFORMATION IS POWER.... Like what it is happening now to this former KX salesman who is having his shop in front of my place.

Phillipians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

So comforting oh.

brief update

2008-10-07T09:45:00.001-07:00

It's been a month since e lst time i wrote anythin here. Simply bcoz have notin to wite about or jus bein busy wif my business. The One Sports is still havin some rearrangement to be made. Looking to squeeze every space that i have to put in my goods. Looks like it has been taking me months to do that. Oh what a procrasinator i am! And another bad news was that i will have another competitor that will be coming in, maybe by next week. And that really spurs me on to do better. Life has never been that tough ever. Spiritually esp. And that really indicates how much faith i have in Him. Busyness.. My heart has changed..I really do want to make a comeback but..i don't really know how. Life is certainly better with 2 or more walking alongside wif u.

Priority list to do's
1)Get my namecards out. Designing on the way.
2)Take photos of my shop and apply for license.Oops..
3)Prepare a cabinet where i can store all my badminton bags and etc.

On some good note, the 3 albums will be out by today and i can't wait to get a hold on them.
matt redman,charlie hall and david crowder.

2008-09-03T06:10:00.000-07:00

Holy is the Lord,Chris Tomlin

We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing

chorus

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory
We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing
Everyone sing

chorus
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory

It's rising up all around
It's the anthem of the Lord's renown
And together we sing,everyone sing

For the joy of the Lord is our strength

2008-09-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

Some pictures we took durin Merdeka Day in Pyramid.

lols

lols(x2)

FOCUS!!

2008-08-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

Ever listening but no real understanding.It takes a nudge from someone before i get it. The only way forward is to FOCUS! FOCUS! FOCUS!

Yes, i need to FOCUS!

I pray that i will, FOCUS!

2008-08-26T04:31:00.000-07:00

"Life is too short to learn from mistakes" LAH..

Latest cd's

2008-08-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

Can't wait to listen to them...

Available in stores on Oct 8.

Congrats to da 51 days wedded couple.

2008-08-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

Love endures,perseveres..

2008-08-16T05:13:00.000-07:00

Disappointed, that's what i felt over last weekend Sunday morning worship. The beauty of being a Brethren circle where we are given the privilege to share from the Word of God, prayers,songs, and even to share how God has been good to us, but..we fail tremendously!Theres no song, a word of encouragement from the brothers. Ended up the elder have to dutifully lead the congregation through the sharing of the word and song.. It came to my mind as though that Jesus is looking at what kind of worship are we bringing to Him? It grieved my heart and as i turn to my bible looking at Phillipians 2:5-11..Trying to grasp as much as i could to feel how God would feel for what He has done for us and what are we offering Him during that morning itself..I feel very disappointed wif myself for not bringing a sacrifice that fits His glory and majesty.

Ever felt for a Saviour who will come for a bunch of sinners like all of us???

Phillipians 2:5-11
5Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: 6Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, 7but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant being made in human likeness. 8And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross! 9Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, 10that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, 11and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Food for thought, has all our sharing from the word,songs and prayers been a duty or a delight???

I guess we have to live by everyday thankfulness..

2008-08-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

During RELAY CHALLENGE.

The duck walk was extremely difficult although i might be seem smiling there.

lols. =)

Expedition2Gua Tempurung. Resting after half way through..
Fuh...

"Passionate" ppl after games.
PASSION TEAM.

PASSION FAMILY MEMBERS.

AFC 08 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.

2008-08-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

‘Our simplest act of love sometimes might speak louder than what we think it is’. It is the thought that matters..

2008-08-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hebrews 12:1
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sins that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

2 Corinthians 5:21
God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.

Does that blows your mind? Isn’t Jesus is crazy and insane? That’s what He is for us.
Using the words of Louie the preacher..

Psalm 90:10,12
The length of our days is seventy years-eighty, if we have the strength;
yet their span is but trouble and sorrow, for they quickly pass, and we fly away.

Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.

There is a difference between living and existing!!

I am torn!

ANYWAY

2008-08-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

People are unreasonable, illogical, self centred.
Love them ANYWAY

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good ANYWAY.

If you are successful, you’ll win false friends and make true enemies.
Succeed ANYWAY.

Honesty and kindness may make you vulnerable.
Be honest and kind ANYWAY.

The good you do today may very well be forgotten tomorrow.
But do good ANYWAY.

The biggest people with the biggest idea can get shot down by the smallest people with the smallest minds.
But think big ANYWAY.

Give the world the best you got. You may very well get kicked in the teeth for it.
But give the world the best you hot… ANYWAY.

Abstracted from ‘Attitudes that attract success’.

Eventful sunday...

2008-08-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

Has been a real good weekend on Sunday. Went to church as usual until 12+ after having our brunch and our friend came up with an idea to go to SS2 to have Durian Feast.. Went with a few of them and found out that there’s no “eat all you can” because the durians have not arrive yet. So ended up eating da expensive D24 durians which size is as big as a mok gua.. Doh.. was kinda disappointed in the end. Next, headed to Sunway for Passion conference together with some frens..different frens.. seated at the left hand side of the hall. When the 1st song was being introduced, I became hyper out of a sudden. Started jumping and “dancing” around and losing my identity as a Brethren..haha.. The thought came into my mind that I wouldn’t be able to go “crazy” else where if it’s not for a concert like this, so why not seize this opportunity? Heh. So, I make my way through to be at in front. Doing what I like best in worship, jumping, dancing and shouting my lungs out.. was superb.. like the songs which they played.. One of the songs which was being played is this and it really tested my faith in Him..

God of this city, Chris Tomlin

You’re the God of this city
You’re the King of these people
You’re the Lord of this nation
You are
You’re the light in this darkness
You’re the hope to the hopeless
You’re the peace to the restless
You are
There is no one like our God
There is no one like our God
For greater things
Have yet to come
And greater things
Are still to be done in this city
For greater things
Have yet to come
And greater things
Are still to be done here

The question that I’ve to ask myself is that whether do i really believe that God will do greater things in Malaysia? Will Malaysia be a Christian country? Will the Muslims turns to Jesus Christ as their God? Will there be more Christian politicians who would be brave enough to voice up their beliefs? Will we testify Jesus Christ wherever we are?

Lift up the scales of my eyes that I might see unseen things with YOUR EYES..

p/s: "Sorry for the superb smell"..=p

AFC 2008 experience

2008-08-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

To sum it all, AFC was great! We have 49 campers this year, one of the most participants. The expedition to Gua Tempurung was one of the highlight of the camp. Divided into 2 level which we are given the choice to choose between going for the 1&2 level and 1-4level. While journeying my way there, I lost one pair of my sandal due to the strong flow of the river. Being the ‘proud’ person that I am I decided to go on with it although some of my friends decided to offer his shirt to wrap over my feet. Along the way, I could no longer bear with the pain of stepping on stones and rocks. The last resort was to accept the offer. Wrap over my feet with my friend shirt and mine. Feeling much better after that but there were still difficulties. Thank God, the tour guide found a pair of sandal along the way and it is the right side of the sandal. Jehovah Jireh!
In this small way, I see a glimpse of how God revealed Himself to us. Managed to complete the whole expedition after 4 hours of walking and crawling. Was a really good experienced.

Besides that, was good to get to know people from different Brethren assemblies. One of the beauty of being the denomination that I am in.Has been a good time spend during the 4days and 3 nights in camp. A time off work and socialize with people. Feels so much refresh and ‘alive’ now.

Basically that’s it for Assembly Fellowship Camp 2008.

Oh yea, this is not a match making camp.. Not the desperado’s meeting up with the desperadee’s..The purpose was to socialise, fellowship, and to realign our purpose as a Christian.

God is good!

AFC

2008-07-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

Assembly Fellowship Camp means holiday ...
listening to encouraging msg'es..
most probably wil be meetiung up wif jie jie and bro dat wil be taking care of me..
jus a kuji rat trying to squeeze my way thru...in trying to get along wif them..

Facilities at Harvest Haven includes:

Swimming pool Basketball, Volleyball and Futsal CourtField for outdoor games Jogging trackTable tennisLibrary

Have no idea why i decided to go for the camp when i will be closing my shop for 3 days..
DOH! I guess our life are meant more than making money..so yea..go lo..

This wil be da onli year where i wil be missing out in copa iba..ahhh...gonna miss all da hoo's and haass...shouting and screaming atmosphere..and meeting up with some old frens..rbs esp..da tot of not going for the camp dawns upon me but i just have to stick to my decision lest i am being labeled...indecisive person..
Nothing much to look forward...but it has always been the case where i don't think i will be benefit much from it that that it turns out to a blessing in disguise..

The purpose of this post is just for ur prayers..anything lahh..haha..thanks..Gonna c u guys another week from now..
SAGC sure boleh..

2008-07-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

Adrian needs to express what he thinks and feel..

Keep change, changing everyday...Yes, sing along with me...hahaha..

Funny..

2008-07-13T23:37:00.000-07:00

Begin my day with nasi lemak at a newly open indian restaurant near my shop. Firstly, da nasi lemak was without ikan bilis and kacang..ok..nvm.Haha.Secondly, i ordered telur setengah masak for 2. Waited until i finished my whole plate of nasi lemak but the telur's are stil not being serve.lol.And for da second time i asked again where's my telur's?? He said it will be done in a minute. Erm..pondering and wondering..I thought the telur's was on da way to be done..And after a minute, guess what? He gave me 1 telur goreng.. ahahaha..ok, nvm..He said today's meal is free so he actually went and ask one of his worker to get for me the telur setengah masak..Finally he understood'ed.*Happy*.Saw him putting da telur's into da plastic thingy to boil ..waited for 15 mins..and then finally my precious telur was being serve.*Shout's of joy*. Ask for kicap and pepper..ended up onli kicap..lol. He said pepper belum sampai..probably pepper is too expensive to be given out free on da 1st day.hahahaha..Ok..finally is da time for da yummy yummy telur to be eaten..wakakaka..ordered 2 telurs ended up eating 4..empat biji telur potential menjadi chicken dimakan begitu saje..*knock knock knock* on da 1st telur..ehhh...why so hard..something muz be wrong there..knock harder and da shell cracked and what i saw was a...TELUR REBUS!hahahahhaa..Nvm..Good thing everything was free..Yea, not to mention about my Teh Si which ended up as Teh tarik..hahahaha..So funny man..What a good day to start of..i mean really..it made me smile.. =)

Oh yea..the name of the restaurant is Sri Sun..Bad advertisement..ahahaha..Bet i wil go there again..Everyone do make mistakes..=)

This days has been..

2008-07-12T00:38:00.000-07:00

Depressing
Boring

And i've been dreaming a lot..

U can only be a dream come through..

This is not actually what i wanted to post about but jus for the fun of it and to keep my blog alive..hehheh..

Jus a thought

2008-07-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

Dreams..sometimes is not about what we can do but it's about whether the others would cooperate to fulfill it together. We can sell our vision, our ideas but...

Adrian needs to be realistic of his dreams..

p/s: More updates on da way, hopefully..=P

Blessed birthday Kar Choon

2008-05-08T19:15:00.000-07:00

Blessed Birthday Kar Choon son of Ka(r) Ting..(without the 'r')

Thank u, u're a blessing!

Dun want to write so much about how good this guy is lest he becomes proud of himself
and forget hu he is...Wahah.=P

Prayer

2008-05-07T20:42:00.000-07:00

Amazing God revealed something to me and I just have to share about it. It was a Sunday morning and so I wake up a little early to do my routine stuff. 1st thing to do is to rub my eyes and clean it, show a big yawn and lie around a little while more till I really need to get myself ready to go to church. Bath and get my clothes on. Grab my usual Padini jeans and put on whatever shirt that I want to wear. Depending on how I want to present myself that day lah. Make sure that I have a nice hair day, somehow I am just more particular about my hair on Sunday. Ahah. Now u know.

After that grab my “Our Daily Journey” quiet time material. That day the passage spoke about prayer. And it goes like “when you pray, go into the room so that you will not be seen. Do not be like the hypocrites who loves to pray in the synagogue to be seen by man. And your Father in heaven who sees it will reward you. I feel so strongly about this about myself and I am really guilty of this. Hypocrite is what I am. Da da da da da and den go to church and the same words was repeated again. Wah..i really feel that God is trying to speak to me something. This words comes into my mind.“Boy, you have been in this way for far too long and you need to change”. “Get down to your knees to pray and search me again”. It is good to find myself again with the Lord. The delight, joy, satisfaction, and peace in Him. Indeed there’s no other better place to find your comfort but to be in the arms of Jesus. The verse that says “Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart” is the thing that came into my mind. It was really a blessing to search and delight yourself in the Lord. Later on I find myself dumbfounded again by another verse that speaks about how God actually delight himself with us even before we delight ourselves in him. God delighting in us! Imagine a Father who sees his son after he comes back work, the joy and excitement that he gets. So also with God but it is more than that since He is God. Verse 17 says that “He will rejoice over you with singing” . Can u imagine that? God sings over us and dance over us. . This is one of my favourite verse

Zephaniah 3:17
“The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, he will rejoice over you with singing”.

This song written by Matt Redman speaks volumesssss of God’s love for us….

The Father's song

I have heard so many songs
Listened to a thousand tongues
But there is one
That sounds above them all
The Father’s song
The Father’s love
You sung it over me and for eternity
It’s written on my heart

CHORUS:
Heaven’s perfect melody
The Creator’s symphony
You are singing over me
The Father’s song
Heaven’s perfect mystery
The king of love has sent for me
And now you’re singing over me
The Father’s song

It’s Heaven’s perfect mystery
The king of love has sent for me
And now you’re singing over me

The Father’s song
The Father’s song
The Father’s love
You sung it over me and for eternity
It’s written on my heart

One of the reason why I like Matt Redman songs so much is that I think he is someone who meditates a lot. In ways how he actually like stand in awe of God by just remaining silent. I can really see that in him. Thanks Matt Redman.

Forgiveness

2008-05-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

Forgiveness is an act of will and not feelings. Forgiveness liberates one from his/her own bondage of any grudges and bitterness in him. Forgiveness yields freedom, setting the captives free. Forgiveness gives away freely although it does no justice to him/her. True forgiveness involves commitment to begin anew, to confront the situation as it is. A real man is one who have guards to reconcile with the one who have hurt him/her, showing himself/herself that he/she is confident of who they are. We can only forgive when we began to follow Jesus and start to let go (not to mean that we leave it as it is but to let go of our rights) and let God to act. He is our righteous Judge.

Unforgiveness is like someone who is trap in the prisoner cell, not knowing how to get out from the prisoner bars. Unforgiveness brings back old memories of what happened in the past and affects the relationship at present and in future. Unforgiveness is selfish.

Any healthy relationship involves forgiveness. Healthy relationship accepts, gives away freely without expecting anything in return. Any real and healthy relationship begins with an intimate and close relationship with The Almighty. Imagine a picture of pyramid where we are at the other end of the bottom edge. The bottom edge represents you and me. The top edge represents God Himself. It is only when we draw nearer to God, only then will our human relationship gap be closer. The higher we go the narrower the gap between our human relationship becomes.

We cannot experience true forgiveness unless we start to forgive ourselves. How happy is the man who truly forgives. Freedom in Christ and with men. Forgiveness is one of the characteristic of our God and because of Him we find forgiveness for our sins.

True follower of Jesus forgives because He(Jesus) suffered for the forgiveness of our sins. I think the word forgiveness is a word in which we have taken too lightly especially in our human relationship and maybe with God as well. Forgiveness is cheap but it is also so rich.

Enough of saying..need to act upon it. Need to always be reminded that God is my righteous judge. Do not pay back evil with evil. Not to retaliate. To be careful not to speak against anyone or gossip. Only helpful words, those that will admonish others. Sometimes I just need to keep it to myself. To ponder it in my heart.
Ah! How long will I ever learn that?? Over and over again? Need so much refinement man.

We live in your freedom God. =)

Seek first

2008-05-07T20:28:00.000-07:00

Seek FIRST the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and everything will be
added unto you.

Kingdom of God
Kingdom matters: Fellowship, Evangelism, Worship, Ministry, Discipleship.

Lord’s Prayer
Our Father in Heaven hallowed be your name,
Your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts, as we also forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one.

Notice that the FIRST part of it speaks about kingdom matters and 2ndly our matters.
It is always the case where we need to put God’s agenda ahead of ours. The challenge would be what are we going to do about it? Plans for God’s kingdom? Not only someone who plans but someone who would dream dreams for God. We need to be “God dreamers ” if we are to see any change in our society, our nation. We speak about revival but revival will only come when the church starts to think first of His kingdom. I guess all of us have somehow or rather have been revived by God many times and in different ways.
The problem is just that we don’t act upon it or we think too narrowly about what we are going to about it. Our dream doesn’t last because we have forgotten about or we are being clouded by it, our dream is small.

Plans for God?
Dreams for God?
Do you have any?
Today, tomorrow, months to come, or years to come?
Where will we be?

I am afraid to say that all of us are guilty of this and we need to come to our senses.
We need to stand in the gap between the saved and the lost.

Yes, this is da sermon talk given. Pondering over them.

To be right

2008-05-07T20:18:00.000-07:00

We need to be wad we ought to be. To do the right things despite how we are feeling.
To love to care despite how we feel. We need to master over our feelings or else we
will start to act how we feel like. Feelings come and go but the person who does the
right thing is like a solid rock. He will not be move or swayed away easily by the
things that comes his way. A solid foundation. Secure and stable.The sign of a mature believer is determined by how someone sticks to his conviction despite unforeseen circumstances that comes his way.

Random thoughts..

I feel like..

2008-04-25T01:12:00.000-07:00

I feel like yelling out!!!! Just couldn't get the stringing adjustment right. Blogging is da onli way where i can get personal and pour it out. At the same time of not being a problem maker to frens whom i share my stuff with. This RSL stringing machine is so so difficult to adjust man...Yannade...Has been going to the distributor for countless times for advise but i just couldn't get it. His name is Din and he's like quite patient in da beginning until i call him so often that he lost some of his temper although he didn't show it out. It has to be so precise and neat or else the string will pull back and looses it's tension. Not only that the string will create gaps when contacted with the shuttlecock. Ah! Has been trying to get it right for dunno how many hours and sweat untill my shirt all got wet. And still the same. Ah! So frustrating man. Suppose to be a good week where i'll get my internet connection, getting to string the racquet properly, and God speaking to me in a reli clear way. Somehow or rather things just get in between and i lost my touch with Him for a few days. Didn't manage to reflect. Ah! God is amazing in revealing His ways to me as i recall.God is good! =). But this 2 main stumbling block(stringing and internet connection) got in the way. 1stly the man who suppose to fix my com should have done it earlier but he keep on procrastinating fixing other ppl's com. He get on my nerves and he keep on asking me to wait for him to come and get it fix for me but he never show up at all until i go and find him. Ah! In the end the internet connection tak jadi..Ah! Coz couldn't reach my shop. (Wireless connection). Ish. That IT man is from India and he will be leaving to Chennai, India this coming Sunday. For those who went to India for mission trip u can follow dat guy along. Let me know if u are interested k? I 'll give u further details. Aha. blablabla.. OK..that's the 1st one..and we go to 2nd wan..jeng jeng jeng.. Stringing adjustment...Ah! so so frustrating...speechless.

Okok..dat aside. Alright, at least tonight i have something to look forward to...going to cg..yay..it's where i'll get to hear God speak once again.. Something to shout out LOUD about.. refreshed and be rejuvenated. Looking forward for a good time in church this weekend.. "undignified dancing around". ahaha. Listen to Matt Redman wei..=)

So dead tired now..feel like sleeping..suffer another 2+ hours and yay..freedom...freedom..And yeah, it is good that God actually created Sabbath, a day of rest for us. After a week of so much happenings, it is good to come back to Him. Reflect and recall of the many things which He has done for us. Sabbath was made for the good of our well being. Or else we will be just existing and not living life as what it meant to be. I can sense those words comin out from God.."Stop your work". "U can work for 6 days but the 7th day is to be a day of rest". Do not be chasing after money like those who doesn't know God, who will work all their lives pursuing after material wealth. Yes i realize that our life is more than money in a better way now. Relationship matters much to God and i am guilty of it. My cousins, aunties and uncles, mum, frens, and neighbour..all of them. Recalling one fo the bible verse that says, if u do not care for those of your own one's u are worse than the pagans..something like dat. I think i need some rebuking here for simply twisting da word of God.aha. Correct me.

Ok, think i shud stop here. Didn't expect to write such a long post. It's good that when i start to pour myself out soem things just came into my mind, recalling some of the good things that happened to me. God is awesome! It has been a good exercise for my brain too..dead cells starting to reform new ones..Yay! Hasn't been studying for a long time and need to get back to study..exam in May. Ah!

Ciao and God bless u guys. Have a blessed weekend worshipping God. =)

Meekness

2008-04-18T02:00:00.000-07:00

Matthew 5:38-42
An Eye for an Eye 38"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.'39But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. 40And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. 41If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. 42Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

Numbers 12:1-9
Miriam and Aaron Oppose Moses 1Miriam and Aaron spoke against Moses because of the Cushite woman whom he had married, for he had married a Cushite woman. 2And they said, "Has the LORD indeed spoken only through Moses? Has he not spoken through us also?" And the LORD heard it. 3Now the man Moses was very meek, more than all people who were on the face of the earth. 4And suddenly the LORD said to Moses and to Aaron and Miriam, "Come out, you three, to the tent of meeting." And the three of them came out. 5And the LORD came down in a pillar of cloud and stood at the entrance of the tent and called Aaron and Miriam, and they both came forward. 6And he said, "Hear my words: If there is a prophet among you, I the LORD make myself known to him in a vision; I speak with him in a dream. 7Not so with my servant Moses. He is faithful in all my house. 8With him I speak mouth to mouth, clearly, and not in riddles, and he beholds the form of the LORD. Why then were you not afraid to speak against my servant Moses?" 9And the anger of the LORD was kindled against them, and he departed.

Meekness as someone defines it is the willingness to to give up your own feeble, finite strength and put your life into His hands. When you do, nothing can prevent Him from extending to you His boundless, unquenchable, and eternal wisdom, love and power.

.To be meek is not to surrender our right; but it is the preservation of self-control under provoking circumstances. There is no hint of the spirit of retaliation MEEKNESS will not allow emotions and passion to take the reins of the heart.

Now I understand better the attitude of Moses as he wrote of himself being the meekest man upon the earth. He knew himself, and he knew Christ. Choosing the life of God, he had acquired the spirit of a learner. Moses never thought more highly of himself than he ought; therefore, he could write accurately about himself by God's leading. Note, this statement made by Moses, under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, would not have been regarded by the people of his time as a commendation. Being considered as a weakness in character, it would rather have excited pity or contempt in their perverted minds. But Moses was called by Yahweh the meekest man upon the face of the whole earth.

Now the man Moses was very humble,(meek) more than any man who was on the face of the earth.)

"everything is permissible but not necessarily beneficial". Thanks for da reminder thru ur blog, Jon Tan. =)

Yes, meekness. Lord, just at the right time. (JIT) . Thanks. I would have taken things on my own hands and end up losing everything. Vengeance is yours.

Spiritual attack

2008-04-14T22:59:00.000-07:00

There’s something more than meet the eye. More than the physical. Sense that da spiritual realm is so so real..Satan is ALWAYS THERE to trip and tempt us. Satan is at work, he’s da prince of this world so long as we live here on earth. For we are not fighting against the flesh but against the spiritual war out there. So long as we do not follow God den we are under constant attack from Satan. An experienced which i encountered and have even fallen into. A test of integrity.

Job 1:6-7
Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan came also among them. And the LORD said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the LORD, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.

Question for thought..

Can Satan come into the holy presence of God where sin and holiness is concern?

P/s: edited post.

Week review

2008-03-21T01:41:00.000-07:00

Has been a tough week in terms of business but nevertheless i see no reason why i shud give up. Need to have a better and positive thinking in wadeva i am doing. Without believe there's no way that i can succeed. "If u dun believe in urself who else is going to believe in u?"John Maxwell. Yes, rise above circumstances. Faith that sees. Opportunity is there for us to grab, it's about taking the chances that we are given. And yea, need to fill my mind with good things also so that i can have less emo days..esp. at nitez..haha..Has been reading Christian book n listening to Christian music a lot during this week..quite lar..and it's reli good to keep my mind busy..juz finished reading a book by HEAL ME NO..I mean Hilmi Nor.=P. Haha..found dat i am a real good teaser of ppl's name.. evil evil..Finished da book in 2 days due to no business punya reason lor..but da time has been well spend in nourishing my soul. Basically, it's bout the cost of following Christ and TRUSTING God for wadeva circumstances which we are in. Ok lar...dats bout it..Hmm..wads da next book dat i am gonna read? Any suggestions?

A Song

2008-03-12T23:49:00.000-07:00

Was listening to my long lost Jeremy Camp Cd and found dat dis song is so appropriate to me.

I wait for the Lord.

I wait for the lord
My soul waits

I wait for the lord
I wait for the lord

My soul waits
I wait for the lord
In his word I place my trust
In his word I rest
In his word I place my trust
for I know I must wait

I wait for you lord
My soul waits
I wait for you lord
I wait for you lord
My soul my soul waits
Well I wait for you lord (woa yeah)

In your word I place my trust
In your word I rest
In your word I place my trust
For I know I must wait
Ohhh I must wait

Thou shall not live on bread alone
But by every word of God
I will not live by bread alone
But by every word (yeah)
I wait for the lord

My soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Well I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
My soul waits

Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits
Will I wait for the lord
Well my soul my soul waits

Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
Will I wait will I wait will I wait For you ( yeah yeah)
I will wait

Reminds me of a verse bout the Israelites that says "We will no go unless u go with us" when..can't rmb..will come bek for editing when i get to da verse..haha.

CUSTOMIZED TOYOTA CAMRY..

2008-03-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

Aspire to get dis car wei..If U wish to bless me..

When lar,when????

2008-03-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

Struggling in dis beginning stage of my work.yeah, need to be faster in my stringing skills.ppl dun wait for u nowadays..service is so so important. Biding da time to let others noe dat ders a shop here.Wonder when wil i be able to get my 1st car by earning it on my own. Owe my mum a lot more, dunno when wil i be able to give bek to her..haish..good thing no interest charged.haha.(anyone wants to lend me money without any interest charge?) hehe.My dream car atm wud be a toyota corolla 80'ies car, a fren of mine is selling it. da car is bein modified until quite cun lar but didn't reli c da real condition of it.Praying hard for a car.When Lord, when?

Evaluation

2008-01-28T00:41:00.000-08:00

A year of discovering who i really am and who i am in da side of God. I think it's very important to know what you believe in and what your faith really means. Religious activities doesn't make me a true disciple but what that comes out during the other six days of da week or five that really matters. An angel in the place of worship but an fallen angel on the other days? A genuine and true faith means being active in conversing with God and being aware of the needs of the people around. So much to know but there's so little that is being put into action. Haih..

Just hope and pray that His Spirit will work wonders in this fallen being(me) of His.

Oh Lord, that i will understand the heart of yours. Give me the wisdom that i need to act as my true worship of You.

And yes You are calling people who have a genuine and sincere heart unto You.

Time

2008-01-24T02:01:00.000-08:00

Time changes everything and so do I. Really do wonder at times why it passes so fast. Everyday is another day but for me today is da same as yesterday today and the day after that. We grow each day, from an infant to adulthood and eventually we are no longer found. Our life here on earth is temporal, is just a breath away. Sometimes i do wonder why did God created us? If life is a test than why do we find satisfaction in so many other things rather than Him who is the giver of "abundant life"? Who have ever known the heart of man but only You? We are the unfaithful people but yet U reamin the same yesterday today and forever. GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS!

2008, 1st post

2008-01-18T20:53:00.000-08:00

Another year and another another phase of my life. Work has been difficult and when u have a business at my age people tend to look down on you and doubt your ability to succeed. Hard work is required of me not because to proof them wrong but TO BE where i want to be in the future.

As for 2008, i hope and pray that my walk with God will not slack as a result of my business or you may call it backsliding. At this point of my life i can either grow, remain stagnant or go down the hill. I really cannot imagine where i am in my current state. People have asked me, "did you commit your business to God"? My answer would be not to sure but in in some ways i think i did. Praying is not the same as acting it out so really i am not too sure. After a whole day of work you can just be glad that you are back home and be at ease with yourself. Rest and sleep rather than praying. That's something that i need to cultivate.

2ndly, hope to handle my life in a better way. May it be in my relationship with others or even to be a better worker for God and for others.

Lastly and most of all "to guard my heart". In whatever ways. There is always a motive in everything that we do or say. May it be a pure one.

"Oh Lord that You would create in me a pure heart and renew a right spirit within me".

2007-12-21T23:09:00.000-08:00

"Caring is incomplete without understanding and respect".

Mean

2007-12-21T23:05:00.000-08:00

Being mean for a reason

Being mean for a season

Being mean destroys everything

Learning

2007-12-21T23:02:00.000-08:00

"Learning is a process, learning is a cycle of life".

Looking back at yesterday's mistake/failure and make today count for whatever dat have passed.

Impatient

2007-12-21T22:54:00.000-08:00

When time is not in my hands i can onli rush things over.
I've been impatient. I know, I know.

Impatient grows in me when:

1)I am waiting for a bus while all da cars are passing me by..
2)People don't think but to ask not so clever questions. I need to do my stuff lar..just do wad is necessary.
3) There's a lot of crap. No time for all dat.

Trust

2007-12-21T22:47:00.000-08:00

The best way of trust is to trust in yourself eventhough u might lose the opinion or advice of others. At least it doesn't affect others.

Which route?

2007-12-21T22:38:00.002-08:00

Do we strife to achieve "something" of what we can wif a mediocre result or do we strife to do "something" which we can accomplish more, success? A struggle dat is brawling in me.

Hu's da real boss?

2007-12-21T22:22:00.000-08:00

People started calling me boss which makes me wonder why?

1st of all, i am the one who serves them which makes me a servant.
2ndly, i am the one one who is earning their money.

Now tell me hu's da real boss?

busy'ness.

2007-12-21T21:25:00.000-08:00

Without realizing i've been dis badminton business for 2 months. Time reli flies from the moment i started. Each day passes me by so fast dat i've no time for reflection about the day.Not onli dat, have also mised out on many "lepaking time" wif frens in church and even programmes in church.May it be GAYA and so on. Reli sorry to say dat i've no time for some of u.Btw, dun think i am such an important figure or a fren to u all also. u know when u started something u have to throw urself into it and make it count? That is exactly what i am doing altho i also know dat der is also time for me to restrain myself. A time for everything. Now dat i am dis business i began to feel da weight that is upon my shoulder. The amount of time and money that i've invested needs to have a return. Drops of sweat and blood overflowing thru as much hardwork is required of me. Relationships with customers,knowledge of product, interpersonal skills to get on people to buy ur stuff and relatively cheap and discounted prices is a must in business. So many things yet to learn. Jut rented a place at PLAZA SRI MUDA which is inside the post office. Will be opening my shop probably next week but to be officially ready wil onli be beginning of next month.So many things yet to do but i've not reli started yet. Oklar..dats about what i've been going thru LOR..Suffer long long.

2007-12-13T16:04:00.000-08:00

Dis plant is growing fast due to the rain.

Plant:Rain down on me, rain down on me..

Plant:I am pretty too LAh alto not as compared to my fren down there..

Neh dat one..

I
I

Saw dis beautiful pink colour flower infront of my house and i was so fascinated by it.Haha.
The red colour flower above was da initial one.

I wonder how did the spora of the red colour flower went to another pot and changed into pink. Anyone?

Isn't she beautiful?

Remembrance

2007-11-26T16:16:00.000-08:00

Remembrance is a sign of love.
Remembrance leads to the worship of God.

Exodus 3:15
God said to Moses," Say to the Israelites, 'The Lord, The God of ur fathers-the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, the God of jacob-has sent me to u." This is my name forever, the name by which i am to be remembered from generation to generation

1 Corinthians 11:24...This is my body,which is for u; do dis in remembrance of me."

2007-11-26T16:04:00.000-08:00

Call me Israel, call me Jacob..

2007-11-26T15:44:00.000-08:00

"Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts".
"See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me
in the way of everlasting".

I offer to u Lord.

When?

2007-11-26T15:01:00.000-08:00

What am i made of when i am being tested by fire?
Will i be consumed or wil i live beyond da circumstances dat i am in?
Which route/path wil i take when ders a gap in between?
How long does it takes for me to get over dis?
When will dis process of refining ever ends?
When will be da day of redemption where i can say dat i've reach?

2007-11-16T20:51:00.000-08:00

"Do not go another day without learning something out from it".

quoted from John C.Maxwell.

2007-11-10T10:32:00.000-08:00

Who has ever known the heart and mind of a man but onli da Lord?
It goes beyond da surface that u can see wif ur visible eyes, ders another layer of skin which u can see all da weaknesses in me
Have fallen so much dat it has been causing me pain,grief and sorrow everytime i think about it.
For Adam and Eve it onli took one single mistake before they made dat great fall..the broken relationship with God..
Clothings were made for them for their covering..the broken relationship dat requires a 'mediator'.
U may be making many right moves but it onli take one careless step to fall into da pit hole and the consequences was immense..

updates

2007-11-02T20:48:00.000-07:00

Update Update Update!!! Have been so so busy nowadays with my small little business in selling badminton stuff. Running from north- south, east- west to string racquets, getting whatever things that the customer wants and at the same time also looking out for suppliers. Thank God, i've found 2 currently. Business has been quite okay lar, not bad for a start.In this short period of time i learned that we can only gained respect from others when we are good at something..and not forgetting our character.

So what brand do I have? Currently, I have Gosen, Yonex, Wilson, Fleet, Eepro, and Hart. Hope to get from Pro Tech as well. While doing this, in the morning i also conduct badminton training. I have 3 students now, 1 just left for work. So sad..haha..

Apart from that, my walk with God hasn't been that well due to the work load that i have especially my travellings which took a huge amount of time out of me. Need to reorganize my life by cutting down the amount of time that i used to travel. In the letter to the Corinthians Paul said that: Therefore i will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. We face trials and temptations each day and when we stumble over it,we see the frailty of ourselves, how weak we are. *Time to get back to work*!

psalm 23

2007-10-04T03:09:00.000-07:00

Psalm 23Moses leading the Israelites bek to God (a picture/type of wad Christ is doin)

sAtisfied sHeeP! apa lagi? tido la after havin meal.

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
(He's more den enuff)

He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters
(satisfaction in Him)

He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
(Redemption, sanctification)

Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me
(In times of trouble, we can be assured dat He is wif us)

You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
(God dining wif us in His presence,God as our fountain of blessings)

Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
(The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob! Lingering in His presence...)

Rhino's

2007-09-28T22:20:00.000-07:00

Walking thru life side by side.

Baby rhino learning to be independent Intimacy A satisfied rhino after havin a meal.

Snoozing rhino.

What is my all time favourite animal buddy?

Hu is da king of da jungle?

Which is da sexiest and musculine animal?

Which is da most innocent look and da cutest animal?

RHINO is his name!!!

The experienced which i cannot forget..

We went to da zoo at nite and those rhino's were sleepin already about 11pm..

And both of us came out wif an idea to set da ringtone to da loudest

to disturb da rhino's up.Dey were reli ANNOYED and started to make some weird noise..da same noise dat u will make when someone disturb u when u r sleepin LAH..imagine ..

We happily enjoying ourselves ooking at them der.haha.

28th sEpT

2007-09-16T02:07:00.000-07:00

Hie frens and my beloved sagc'ians..dis bradder here is only goin to update his blog on da 28th..hehe..So come and VISIT yar!!! lol..=P Hopefully der wil be more interesting posts comin up..haha..hopefully..okok..am sure der wil be..=P Till den, c u GuYS!!!